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2005-04-17T00:41:00.000-07:00

my piguu diao liaos.ppl discussing shamlessly in o2jam about biting of tonguees.while kissing i supposee.fetishh!.wahHaha.ppl whom i noee.my piguuu will drop whenever i think of this i suppose.wahHahaa.lmao.just like this will update tmr!

2005-04-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

ok.i realisee i have alot of unfinished books.did the purpose-driven live till dunno day wad only.then stop liaos.stop focusing on the heavenly man.about brother yun from chiinaa.the problems he faced when spreading christ in chinaa.cos the place is like under communism rule loess.dun really encourage religion i think.like wad pastor rony says.ppl bow to the portrait of mao zhe dong or is it sun yat sen.they say is politeness but it's only considered politeness if the portrait cann bow back.so last time in china they practically worship mao.as in mao zhe dong.not cats.and also i have another book.firm foundation by pastor rony oso.teaching about the quiet time.haven really set time aside to read that book.

yaa.ytd i refilled the holy ghost in miee.dunno n which session i managed to get the holy ghost.but i was nv able to practise it loes.hopefully i'll be ablee to this time.level up.hahHhaa.i think evon is quite high in terms of spiritual level bahhs.

2005-04-12T11:43:00.000-07:00

ytd was my first day in daa kitchenn.and loowin is so freaking clever.somehow she manae to choke up the kitchen sink .and nigel went to save the sink in the end burst the pipe.that was loowin's first day/night in the kitchen.so clever right.i don't know how i manage to do that loes.so guilty now.ytd shaoyu first day closing counter.my first day close kitchen.all messed uup.nigel himself oso messed until dunno like wad larr.soo guilty.jess machiam noe sth will happen lidat.she told mee anything wrong call her numberr.den at night when that pipee burst.nigel asked me to call herr.uh-oh.we clear up and all loesss.took a taxi home.cause nigel say no more train.screw him lar -.-.still got train leiis.still took the taxi loes.cann claim from the company i supposee.

went for my typhoid jab ytd.on the armm.a freaking 30$.wow.it wasn't painful.haHhaa.the doctor was so prooo talk to me.then i dun really feel the pain.just the stinging feeling.okk aaron stop calling me xiao hai zii.-.-.he say the doctor use that way is to pian xiao haizi one.he got a nicee chinese name though.so cutee.hahHaa.*sHhhh* i tell u sth.he's called aaron because of aaron kwok.wahahHhaa!.cutee guy siaa.

horng horng was in charge of teaching me ytd loes.taught me pot pie.ehhh.sandwiches.caesar and tofu salad.sth lidat loes.not really need to do any preparation werk ytd.inside the kitchenn really cann learn alot of things loes.jess ask me wad week am i at liaos.told her is my third week le.she told mee my exam/test next week.ar okk....den she stress me in the kitchen -.-.she ask me how's everything in the kitchen.i say ok loes.she say ok er yi ars.pengss.my first day leis.wad she wan.but the first time she came in was like i was doing the sandwich on my ownn.then she asked horng horng.ta zhe yang kuai ke yi zhi ji make le ar.hiakks.

had lunch at chocolate box lar.was having BK loes.damn sleepy the whole day loes.but pasky brightens uup my day loes.so long nv see him.his radiant smilee.fatal.wahHhaa.

got this new staff call skye.nicee name horss.that day ask aaron about "him".then aaron say is butch laii dee.then he showed abit of disgust loes.er wad's wrong with butches?i din say that thoughh.quite friendly.abiit shy.ahHhaa.going to ngee ann like mee.i shld just call skye a "he" larr.he going marinee thingy in ngee ann.kinda nice to have someone in the same campus as mee.shaoyu is going sp.some engineering course loes.the "cutee" guy at cedele is going ngee ann too!.he taking mechatronics.sooo many ppl in ngee ann.but i'll wann to make friends with ppl from my course thoughh.hopee they not those arrogant or those mug everyday kind.mugging i'll doo it.but leave some time out to enjoy bahhs.

shld be sth lidat le loess.will be back to uupdatee lateer or sth.edit my template i guess.so totally lovee this template loes.sooo anderson-ish.so 4one-ish.wahhHaa.love my 4one badge loes.really miss 4one.sitting together with them having lessons.pissing teachers off.4one's own idol, cheewei.hahhaa.those crazt times when we have class concert.and ppl from other classes gathered ard my class.i'm proud to be in 4one'04.

2005-04-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

ok.feelingg so lost now larr.serve me right.kik my arse.

i receive my maltriculation? packagee.i rather call it the poly packagee.hahHaa.was like feeling ultraa happy loes.finally get to start school liaos.cant wait.i have been rotting at home for 5 months already.looking through the lappies and all.wow.planning to get the acer travelmate 3202 thingy i guess.2350 w/gst.it weighs 2.18kg lar.as compared to the 3000 series.which cost 2430 and weighs 1.5kg only.but the want that i wld like to get, has a decent graphic card.meaning i might be able to play some games in it.i'm not suree yet.will have to think it through.supposed to report to ngee ann on the 15th april.hopee i'm not werking that day.the scehdulee will be out either today or tml bahhs.there will be a lappy fair the day i report so i probably go and check it out then decide loes.i still lurvee fujitsu oness.an ultra small one which cost 6000+ or is it 4000+.i forgot.

ar i see peaanutt.doing monkey bar agn in his cage.hanging there so farniee.

yupppppp.plann my scehdule for tml liaos.will be going to church in daa morning.then head to town to meet scooby and blurcloudie to watch the pacifier.hahHhaa.is loowinn feeling rich? to go for movie on weekends!noOooo.scooby's treat.wahHaha.then after that goo werk loes.feeling inda tired of werk at chocoboxx liaos.i dunno why.just sick of it.i'm not for this kind of jobs i guess.but it'll train me uup.i wun be flaring so often.i'll be able to learn to control my temper.keep my attitude to myself.prepare me for my future lars.so sorry to have gotten jun xian into trouble.i'mm sorry.treat himma bottle of espirit.the grapeee flavour de.taste like ribenaa to mee.-went to take my apron out for washing-.i found the notee hand-written by jess to mee!.the counter crew lars.hahHaha.things to do.pack chocolatees.take serviette.take big plastic bags out.top up those foamies.and stuffs lar.but i still happpiie.i kept it.and it's jess qing shuu to mee.hahHaa.think too muchh.errr.O ya! that dayy aaron got sick because he was caught in daa rain.he brought an umbrella but why~!? cause he let jess use that umbrella.how sweeeeeeeet~.he was like wearing a shirt similar to jess' usual black shirt loes.hiakk.but that day jess called nigel using baldie's hp.T_T.so sadddd.

am thinking of editting my blogskin agnz.ok mabbe not.see how.going for lunchh.seeeyaa.

2005-04-06T20:23:00.000-07:00

ok.i hatee it.hateee everythingg.i dunno why just havee to call ileana bai gu jing.insulting.hurtful.ok though it wasn't mee.but is like i m just being a blardiie kpo and step in ok.fark.profanities are common in my blog.like it or not.tong huaa.wad tong hua.i kidding myself or wadd.there's nothing such as a fairytale.if there is.it's over long agoo.yess.it was supposee to be a no-names mentioned post.and i think i wld let it be.sincee it was just me being a blardie kpo.KPO in bold.evenn ileana doesn't mind.but i mind.cause shhe's involvedd.annd will alwayss be the problem within you and mee.it's just like a bomb.every single lil' thing will trigger it off.you dunno when or where it will explode.it's stressful you noe.carrying it everywheree.knowing i'll be hurt.yet i refuse to let it go.yess.i'm giving uup already.i've decided to let go of the bomb.let go of this relationship.be release from the torment.

hahHaa.was it so obvious i'm troubled by it?.the moment i camee down from the escalatorr.and went into soup.chun xian was asking.ehh wad happen.why like soo sad lidat.someonee bully you ar.tell mee i go beat.hahHaa.dankew but no nid.and it's like killing me loes.on my mind and all.i cant werk at all.making so many mistakes.closing also evon help me do one.like wad jess said one day.evon you fever ar.cause evon was helping me do the garlic bread when i'm suppose to be doing bread which includes garlic bread.evon has been helping me quite alot.evon doesn't help other trainees from wad i noe.from wad jason said.evon said she was expecting something good or even better performance from me that night.because her friend from soup spoon says i have no problem le.and i ask her who was the friend.she said it was jess.hurrr~.cant believe it loess.i disappointed everybody manns.so disappointed in myself too.didn't noe something lidat will affect mee.that much.ohh.evon oso say why jess cames in then you everything oso go wrong liaos.oops.she said jess is not human lai de.l0lx.fast like dunno wad.so dun have to compete with her in terms of speed.evon say i machiam compete with jess for speed lidat.l0lx.i didn't ask if there was a short of money last night.hopee there wasnt.will ask when i go to werk later.yess she oso said that she dunno wad happen to mee.hahHhaa.so clever.something did happenn.

i'm not willing to let this matter affect me in terms of werk or studies anymore.i cant afford to.i hopee letting go of this relation will means her being gone in my lifee.well i still nid to improve onn my anger management i supposee.it might be PMS.but highly doubt so.cause it was over like 2-3 weeks liaos.sing more worship songs.calm myself down.repent in front of the lord.cant let jesus' blood go to waste cann i?.

i have to mention this.ppl go into accident or wad then they bleed.i bleed profusely becausee my hamster bit me.hard.the teeth sank deep into my thumb.apart of the skin and flesh is coming off.i feel pathetic.though it's like really pain.i still did the washing and all during werk.

oh angelia.chocolate box manager called.my pay is there liao.shhe ask me to check the amount and all later loes.i werk 19 days including 2 off days.my pay is 730+++.ehhh not bad leis i think.soup's pay definitely wun be so good loes.buut i think as long as i enjoy werking there i dun mind.i hopee i will enjoy werking there ar.

ar evon oso say.today i doing shift with chun xian.probably have to do everything myself le loes.cause chun xian wun help me much de.he cant handle his own thing oso.hahHhaa.rmb last time ask him about sandwiches he oso nv help de.l0lx.probably will be the last time werking with him le bahhs.cause his last day is 15th.o ya.i called soup early in the morning.guess it was andrew who picked uup.the lao ban niang de husband.i look for jess ar.but jess wasn't there.wanted to check my schedule today.forgot wad time i werk today mars.1630.hahaha.and i found out that the last train to jurong east from cityhall is at 2345.woots.now i noee.

and i saw yoyo! in orange polo tee and shorts ytd!wahHahaa!so casual siaa him.FYI he's the security guard at raffles city.who used to like sofii.

--i wun say anything that hurts ppl anymoree.i wun do it because of the short-term superioty *how you spell it*.i will start to learn about ppl's feelings.i'll changee for the better.

you're welcomee, more than welcomee.
to abide in this temple, to reside in this place.
you're welcome.more than welcome.
holy spirit and fill this place.
we're gathering together to worship at your throne.
to exalt the name if jesus.to worship him him alonee.
he is worthy of our praises so we lift our voices high.
spirit come fill this place.

Let Your Spirit Come.

let your spirit come.
let your will be done.
let your prescence fall on mee.
christ you set me free.
you're my liberty.
let your prescence fall on me.
let the power of the holy ghost fall in this place.
come and change my heart, renew me.
With your mercy and your grace.
let the love of christ surround mee.
come closer to my side.
let ur spirit fall on mee.

2005-04-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

well loads ofmistake as usual.but finish my sandwiches darn early.cause not much to do todayy.hahHhaa.then do counterrr.as usual i forgot to giveee utensils larr.*ok barbaic me eats with my bare hands and legs **mumbles mmbles**.errr.ok i did cashiering today.half day onliee.i give xtraa change of 4 buckss.damn.jess had to pay back the money for mee loes.so paiseh.so sorry.eeeeshhhh.then i there siann siann no mood liao loes.causee all my fault wad.drag until 3.then i wait for horng2 and amy.left together though we not taking trains together.they take green lineee.i take red.horng2 stays at commonwealth.anNniez. cann take train go home with her larrrs.l0lx.horng2 doesn't like ppl to call her auntiiee.l0ls.she very cute oso larr.amy very blur blur dEx.will be werking 1700 to 2300 tml.whiieex.first day night.hopefully it turns out well.i dunwann to drag their closing timee.doing counter agnz tml.arsheesh.i must and will rmb to give utensils.and oso give tag no.and to press the touch screen so that kitchen will noe the orderss.

ok.i noe that there are like loads of 5-pointer in my coursee.damn.all A1s loes.stressss ar.i'm a 13-pointerr.wth.i hopeee i dun losee out to them when mugging.i wannn to werk harddddd.very hard.then got to noe that i'll be going to zhejiang uni for 6 mths in my second yearr.errr.i oso dunno whether i looking forward or not loess.because i wun be able to see my family and friendsss for half a year.hsssss how wld i survive.without you.without your touch.without ur lovee.ok lyrics from worship songg.i just loveeeee worship songs loess.so nicee.esp when the choir sings it.bessst.

some ppl are just born bitchy.born to be a bitchh.damn disgustingg.flirrrrrrt everywhereee.ar this reminds me of this ger from macphersonn who flirts simultanrously with 2 macphersonnn guyss.wa lauz.wld forgivee if she's pretty loes.she's not.and the guys are not handsomee wad so ever lar.but.they're noisy and the things they say shld be censored lar.causee i dun think we wann to noe about the ger's love life.and there's this auntiiee bring hanger come hang bagg.so li haii loes.nv ever tot of it beforee.she so innovative leis.

k lar.i end here lerrs.go recuperate beforreee doing dinner tml.chiong chiong chiong all the way ars!.

be glad and rejoice for our lord, the saviour reigns.
and the joy of the lord shall be our strength.
i was born to be ur dweeling place.
this is the day that the lord has madee.

2005-04-04T07:23:00.000-07:00

arRRR~ did bread in the early morning.was damn slow as usual lar.so evon help me.shockingz.wads the shocking part? it's no one else but EVONN.jess ask her if she having fever.errr.i think she sth wrong oso.then do breadbowl.first timeee do.like quite funnn leis.but jess help along larif not will be darn slow oso.den they talk about menstruation stains.oMg!.we found a menstruation stained cushion chairr.errr.take out cover go wash.eeeerrrr.if the person wearing light colour, how embarrassing it'll bee.then evon shareee her xperienceee.l0lx.wass umm chio-ing all the whileee loes.she say got a girl throw her note.she tot love letter.then open up.you got red stains on your pants.oOoooMg.l0lx.

doing counter in the afternooooooon.kapraaaa~ like always loes.this time forget to give tag.forget to presss.then after that kan chiong all the wayyy loess.scare kena scolded and all larss.abiit bo moood liaos loes.then debrief that timee.evon say alot of customers come in you kan chiong is it.i think so ar.then she say dun skip customerr.tell the customer someone packing the soup for them havee to wait awhileee before going to servee the next.ok.got that in mind.mMMm then go off le loess.

haveee to wait for hs and hx until they releasee from school.i went rotting at chocolate box.then rot at mrs fields.rottttttt all the way from 3 to 5.go orchard meet them.had loads of fun at far east and all.hs stinkz.got picture as proveeee.post it later tonight i guess.cause i going off to werk le.

-signnn off 7:23am.

2005-04-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

ok.all i type gonnnnez.

reach raffles city earlier than 0830.slackkk ard before i went innn.jess is not theree.only marcus and chun xiann.suppose to do sandwich.errr.al0nee without jess' help.ask them whether for mushroom presto sandwich is wasabi top or caesar bottom vice versa larr.they cant help mee.but found that piece of instructionns for mee.big danks yaa.slowly doo my sandwichess.then jess and baldiiee camee.liew jealoussy in daa airr.bald was wearing a yellow shirt.look like pumpkin loes.becareful i turn u into pumpkin soup ar.[[any almonds for ur pumpkin sir/mdm?__]].zz.slowly ctd wih my sandwichh.larkiiee i manage to finish on timee.and manage to clean up.set up counter and all lar.then i went for my break shortly loes.b0t food at BK then went over to chocolatee box to eat loes.with farah.she told mee on the 26th dec.someone use a stolen credit card to purchasee 40+ dollars of chocolatees.errr shld have bot the whole shop rightt.the police called ask to check the cctv.l0lx.still sadd.i think soup nvv treat mee as onee of them.i'm still forever the chocolate box gerr.damn sad loes.

after break i went back to soup loes.doing counter today.kapraa a few timess.not that serious i hopee.nv give cutlery.once and jess was theree.thenn the beef goulash in the pot i mean has no beef.this guy was asking for beef.i went nigggggeeeeeellll help.ask him to help dig for beef.then he open new pot loes.then it was timee to go le.wait for chun xiann and jess to debrief mee.i run everywheree.take plates go in kitchen for jess to wash.run to chocolatee box take free chocos =x.chun xiann finally freee.sit down tok to meee.was likee.he told me the soup fill to wheree.nobody really told mee beforee.and he told mee msut remember to give cutlery.customer service-wise is ok loes.then he ask me wait awhile.jess come tok to mee.then jess was like ok loes.nth much oso.she ask meee.bread noe wad to do liao right.i told her i haven touch breadbowl yet.she'll teach mee on mondaythen sandwich do 3 times liao hor.i say 2 times.then she went like 1st time teach u doo.2nd time help u alongsidee.today u do urself mars.so 3 times.oh yaa.then she say next week will mostly be counter crew.if no problem liaos.den throw mee to kitchen le.yeaa.then i ask her if the schedulee is out le.yupp.so i went in kitchen to see schedulee.offer them my chocolatess.chyn yih, nigel de gf took the tiramisuu.jess oso.butdrop on floor.she still pick up and eat.we were like ewwwwww~.drop in kitchen de floor somemoree.abit erxinn leiss.then i check schedulee.she ask mee if got problem.i told her sunday i cann only werk 4 onwards.she put me 12 mars.then she say nv, put me at 5.so i got ample timee dunneed to rush.hehss.then went over chocolatee boxx agnz.kop yana's cheeeeesesticks.arrrr lurveee it.hHhaaa.then went homee loes.

chatted with hueysunn and ruijiee about our outingg.and scooby regarding his NS and my studiess.dl-ed songs.and my sissss is nagging liaoss.when she getting to use the com.so byebyeee lar.

2005-03-31T05:24:00.000-08:00

ok.nth much to mention abt ytd.just slack and rot larrs.and blogger was downnn.getting like diaryland liaoss.

yess.werk todayy.reach there earlier than 0830.c0x soup's clock is like lagging by 7mins from my phonee or rather 10 minss comparedd to mrt station clock.no wonder they say we always close early.now u noe why.i'm doing sandwiches todayy.o yay.g0t jess as my teacherrr.meaning i have to show her that i'm really nothing in the kitchen.i cant cut tomatoes.i cant use a knife properly.i'm just an idiot in the kitchenn.she taught mee how to make all the sandwiches.mush presto.caesar ham.smoked ham.smoked salmon.beef wasabi.tuna mayo.ar i kinda mixed everything up already.will refresh memory later in the night.if i still cant rmb.ask ppl agn tml.and write down everything!.

timeee for my break.i realised sth.i forgot to clock in this morning.and when i'm about to go homee.i realised i forgot to clock back in when i return from breakk.ar sheesh.well.jess say she will write it on for mee loes.o.ok.in the afternoon i was doing counterr.screwed up abit.ppl dun get their orders.ar but aaron and jess is still nicee.ok jess didn't like the red, super striking ear studs of aaron.arahHahaa!.ask him to take off.that metro-sexual say will kena infection and all craps.even promised that he wun wear it tml.ai qing de li liang.l0lx.yess.heard from sheng ann that aaron quit smoking because jess dun like him to.another wow.i'm sadd for aaron because jess has this ring on her 4th finger.i dunno.all the best to himm loes.because i dun like that guy =x.ok not my business.arr nth to dooo after lunch.not much ppl.aaron talked with mee.arahHhaa!ask mee the same qtn as evon.ehhh they ask if i createed the name 'loowin' for myself.noooo.is my parentss.is chinese-translated.they will ask wad is ur chinese nameee.ruoyunn.ruo4yun1.ruo4yun4.ruoyin.errr.dun ask me why.becausee nearly all my chinese teacherrs pronounce my namee in different pinyin.personally i like the 2nd wann most.because dunn sound so gerrrrrr~.denn ask mee i come werk here because of mo mo ren izzit.ar kpo.i said nooo.i wanted to say jess.i scare he beat mee.hahhaha!he say he very long nv see sheng an liaos.eeeee gay.=x.i went like exams ar him.not coming for 2 weeks.u 2 same school ar?.noooo.i younger than himm by 2.then u how old.i 17 this yeear.still so small ar.errrr then you how old.dunno leis u guess -.-x.sheesh.he so lau liaos still wann play guessing gamee.i have this problem with the citrusy artichoke soup.eeeesh.sour.loads of lemonns.end of month.doooo stock-take.count alot of things for evon.she doing closing tonight.goodluck manss.her maths really cann diiee wann loes.13-6? oso wann ask me.errr kip praising my maths good.-.-x.this is simple calculationss.errrr.then there's this customer from cheeeena.she wans nan gua tang.errrr.wad is it.aaron say is pumpkin soup.i ask if she wanns xing ren.aaron went like hai xing ren orhss.errr.ya wad almonds in chinese mars.i think they will all faint if i say i'm taking chinesee studiessssss.my chineseee like so bad loes.still cann take arr.cant even handle cheeeeena ppl properly.how to go cheeeeeeena in second yr.errrr.

then 5 go homeee.went over to chocolatebox.they say i flirt with aaron.noooooooo.i dunneed hot waterr.i dun have to flirt with him.hahHhaa!.privatee joke siaa.

tml werking 0830 agnz but to 1530 only.whiieeeezx.sheng an wants to go out walk walk.but these days after werk i usually go straight homee.sometimess too shag liaos.sometimess i just stink real badly.so dun have to feel to go out loes.i'm very bad to irene.the new ger in chocobox.hahHhaa.went in chocobox and start to suan her everytimee liaos.

O ya! i heard jess sing.while making sandwich that timee.singing along with her mp3player.sweet larr her voicee.ar evon.she sing worships songs only.l0lx.

yesss.1 lamee thing.nigel and his gerfrennnn left application form at chocobox.errr.heard from farah they not happy with evon.mMmzxi oso dunno wad happened.shld be the day i left early.because farah say nigel came over and sit in at night scolding evon =x.errrr camera off.no tapeee.=x.so i went in and ate breakfast todayy.werking at soup i hardly have any appetite for food loes.unlike at chocoboxx.jess ask me why nv eat food at soup spoon.why nv try the saladss.i told her i dun like vegess.mMmzx.i lovee veges like hell loes.but heard from sheng ann they chargee you for the staff consumption oso.i dunno.mabbe i will try it this few dayys bahhs.they still treat mee as outsiders.cann feel de.because choc.box de phonee ring.she askk meee wann go pick up n0ts.dUhx.i dun have the key anymoree.ok.i'm outsiderr loess.so saddedd le larss.

2005-03-29T05:43:00.000-08:00

ar.did i mention shuhui came for interview ytd.probably will be hiredd.

reach raffles city at 8+ going 9.didnt go in.dilly dally outsidee.till about time then go in.errr.scare of jess -.-x.den lay breaadrolls on the tray.jess teach me how to do garlic bread.ok.cut bread cut out of shape.invisiblee stress due to jess standing in front of miee.looking at me doing everything.finish le no breadbowl to do.so jess nv teach mee.another day perphaps.refill paper.foam containers and all lars.den stonee.nth to do.ask jess about the toppings for soup.she told me liao let me try all the soup.'cept for mushroom and clam.ar all sour sour onee.c0x got tomato.i dun eat tomato.but the tangy tomato not badd.got spicy spicy lidat but n0t really spicy.contradiction!.is like there is roasted chili in it, thus making it have that taste loes.pumpkin is the healthiest of all.roasted pumpkin, apple and almonds only.no cream/milk or flour.no wine oso.is sweet oso because of the caramelised apple.errr i dunno how to speelll.jess ask me if i noe wad it is.smart aleck i tell her apple soaked in caramel.is actually boiled applee for ur info.errr i dun take F&N for ur infoo.i like tokyo chicken stewww.yum yum.

then i g0t to noe Genny.ar she looks so cold on the outsidee.but she's the friendly onee so far.hahhhaa.she taught me to act busy.c0x soup's ppl dun like ppl to stonee.l0lxx.

er kena customer complain.c0x i scoop chicken soup with no chicken.er.jess say me abit.den taught me how to do it.er.dun blamee me.dun look at me lidat.i'm not taught officially to serve customer in soup.it's only my second day.and i have to help out in the counter.ar my gawd.i started doing counter abit ytd le.first day only.because no stoning.have to help whenever i'm freeeeee.ar.

jess debrief meee today.c0x is second day.told me about benedict leow.and simon lauu.hahHhaa.onee of the 4 founders of soup spoon.pay-wise jess told me before le.and that i shld not take out my apron and cap in front of customers.i shld do it in the kitchen or wad.take typhoid jab before 11th april.mMmzx.yay!pay from choc box is coming soon.and the 10th get pay from soup.though will be really little loes.but still got money to keep me going mars.

ya.ange from choc.box cut her hair.wow.freaking hair monster.damn ugly.l0lxx.that's about all todayy loes.ya went home and sleeeeeeeep for a freaking long timee.wake up and eat dinner + curry veg + pepper crabbb~.my life rawkss.

2005-03-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

yes!.i enjoy not the moviee but your company.thanks for everythiing.the bracelet.thankss.so thoughtful of you.h0pee you like yours too.=))~

ya.shag.went to werk at soup.dunno wadd to do everything.jesss abiit n0t happiiee with me oso.hurss.c0x i no initiativee.i dunneed ppl to say that anymoree.i g0t enuff of those in NP.-.-x.hurss.so saddd now.jessssss ><".hahHhaaa.will strive hardddd and werkkk hardddd and not kapraaaa agnz.
real short c0x i'm really tired.grant me the power and the strength to werk hard tml!jiayou for loowinNnnn!

2005-03-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

aaiikks! jess called agnz.called my hse this time round.guess why.loowin so clever she off her phone.ha!.mMmzx.cause rmb the saturaday job.i just ps the personn.lalalaa~.oopss.aniwaee jess just told me that i'll start work on mondaee.11.30 to 8.ok.anNnzsay she must be liquid paper the whole schedule agnz.that will be 8 hrs of work.cause g0t half an hour of break time.ha!.she oso told me to wear black shirt and ani jeans.with shoess.and oso bring a notebook.a notebook?yes a notebook.to write down wad i'm suppose to do.the ingredients of the soup and all lars.yupp.sth lidat.hehhss.well after i g0t a job.ppl are coming to tell me about so many job opportunitiess.fun jiee told me about the carvana at woodlands.and shuhui told me about the walk-in interview for breadtalk.ok i'm sharing them.anibody looking for job.cann go for interviews theree ya.yupp.

so siann.wanted to tidy up my room de.but i end up using com.watching tv.eating loads of food.toking with anNnz.errr.have to wait for my sis to come homee.beforei cann go to slp.she bought me the ljs spicychicken comboo.then i went to slppp.till 7+ going 8.still abit sleepy.yaa.i lurveee to slp when i have nth to do.guess i have to tidy my room in the nigh then.ar dun caree.

ahHhh!tmr is daa daeee.^^.hehhs.salvation dayy!.easter day!.wahHhaaa!.ok i think i'm crazy.going for the morning service.shld be daa 9 o'clock onee.c0x i not going cell.they watching robots in the morning at yishunn then go youth service.told fun jiee.youth service abit not for mee loes.so many children very luan leiis.

yaaaz.raw raw =x.hahHhaaa.so happiieex.dunno why i started looking forward to tmr.laalaaaa~.havennn g0t a card yet.dunnoo wad to write oso.machiam like noe each otherr for so long liaoss.hahHhaa!.happiieee 364 dayys~!

2005-03-25T18:37:00.000-08:00

ok.ytd's main service was wonderful loes.met up with the cell at the lobby.then during the worship is this guy.who is good-looking and has a totally good voice loes.whhiieeex.mMmz.the lyrics he write one i thinkk.nice lyrics i wld say.purrr-fect guy.^_^.act cute attempt no.1.after service go to ecp.step into shalom room.wrong step.why so many children.group leaderss.orhhs.the older onees have to look after the younger onees.guide them dun let them go missing.in other words babysit.zzz.and i hardly noe them.i only noe.fiona and josephine.some other asshole who dun bother about me larr.zzz.i'm n0t going to join animore youth outings.during the trip call home.fark.my sis' fren ask me go diee.wtf.parents nv teach her manners properly siaa.normally i dun criticise wadd parents teach other children.but you dun go picking the phone up at ppl's house like it's ur hse.if u do.pick up and answer properly pls.dun pick up and say.hello.na i dunno who lar.go diieee to the person at the other end.ok.i was complaining to my mum like nobody's business.toking loudly.i dun bother if the youth service ppl hear it.fark.minimal vulgaritiess to xpress my anger.

left early with fionaa.din board the bus back to LE woodlands.we took a taxi and went to bedok mrt.i stop at city hall.went to find farah larrr.irene was theree.ar siann.but nvm.at least someoneee to tend the shop.went to eat bk with farahhh leaving ireneee in the shop alone.ha!not like they nv did it beforee.but nvm larr not my prob right.care so much for wadd.then throw rubbish with farahhh.long time since i did thatt.aniwaee is like the chocolates meant for marina is brought to raffles.so sadd.all out-of-shape and ugly.n0t muhh prob agnz.so much changess.now the shop look more like store-room.hiakks.then i went shopping for anNnnz' present.well kinda last min.but it cost me a bomb though it's a really small item.so totally broke liao.cann cry ar.then r0tz.r0tz and rot.so siannn.really peifu anNnz.how e cann wait for me for like hours loes.with nth to do at raffles city onees.dankew for all you did for mee larrs.ha!.i cann only say that.l0lxx.

well then anNnz told me my schedule is out liaos.working 1630 to closing on mondayy.wow.first day do closing liaoos.pro or wad siaa.but anNn oso say that jess hired alot of ppl besides me.criessssss.have to share jess with so many ppl loes.siann.ha!.ya at night.12+++++.hk sms me.i noe that only when anNnz called at 1+.d0rts.kinda pissed.was already sleeping soundly.hk ask whether theree still hiring and all lar.i dunno ask him to go down ask larr.siannn.

shall updatee later agnz.eyes damn itchy.no mood updatee now oso.jesssssssssssssss~

2005-03-24T05:20:00.000-08:00

i'mm sadd.verryy sadd.criesss.my hamster is dying.he's muhh belovedd.theree's nth i cann do.xcept watchh himm suffer now.i'mm soo sadd.he has overgrown teethh.and i just realisee it just now.no wonder he hasn't been eating well.n0t activvee oso.the vet cl0see liao.tml publicc holidaee wheree to find vett.am n0t suree if he cann pull through tonight.

abit no moood to goo for the outingg tml le.i dunnooo.but guesss i'mm going.c0x i sign up already.2$ for bus chartering feee.and some other moneyy f0r rental of bikes of skatees.just h0pee i dunn fall till my butt openn floweerr.meetingg the cell in daa morning for main servicee.wld be daa 2nd time i'll bee meeting them.since i was unable to go c0x of werk and stuffs.now that i quitt.hehhs.i wld be able to go more often if not weekly i h0ppee.

my mumm went to myy auntiiee hse just n0w.she say g0t someone call her no.which was my old no.looking for ruoyunn.she ask him where u calling fr0m.the guy reply yishunn campp.my mumm went HUH?.the guy paiseh paisehh say he call wr0ng.wa lauz.so farniiee l0es.another guy call ruoyunn.l0lxx.wann to see this guy siaa.

mMmzx.is it new courses in poly will take in low cut-off point.unless it's a h0t course?.i dunno.i shld stopp.

heyy! i wann to changee.i wann to let myy hair growwWw~.long larrs.i wann to change the way i dress.everybody say i l00k like auntiee.arr.hahhHahaa.i shall start dressing myy ageee!.l0lxx.when i step over my own barrier bahhs.l0lxx.i g0t low self-confidence.i'm n0t like those auntiees in their 40's, 50's or even 60's.they g0t a truck full of confidence to show all their fatss.hahHhaa.

mMmzx.i g0t a saturday j0b.8$/hr.just sorting out brochuress.mmMmzx.myy mum think it's suspicious.c0x it's paying real high.and it's only sorting out brochuress.i dunno.shhe say i tend to trust ppl alot.yes.i trust ppl al0t.until mabbe they break daa promissee bahhs.mMmzx i dunno.shld i goo or n0t.i really dunnoo arr.ok i'm asking anNn to help me tell dat guy i'm n0t going.i'm just n0t good at rejecting ppl =x.hahHahhaa!

g0 liaoss.sincee there is nth alreadyy.mum and sis in bedd.dadd off to werk.me alonee in the virtual world agnz.

2005-03-23T21:39:00.000-08:00

eeiikss! erlo erlo ehh!.l0lxx.damn bored now.al0ne at h0mmee.ok.not alone.with myy dadd.but he's slpping.arr.charging my mp3player n0w.shunn bian listen to daa songs.and shunbian online.but nobody is heree.all at school bahhs.jc jc jc.arsheesh.i oso cann make it marss.=xx.but i chose poly instead.i h0pe it's a correct choice.p0ly doesn't mean i cannot do myy parents proud right.but myy relativees all think that cannot go jc means lousiiee.ar wadever larr.i dunwann to go jc den come out shiit.i think that's worse.and furthermore.chiinesee studiess.machiam like maths fail then go in onees.hahhHaa.weiii! i passed my maths ok.though no distinction.but i did better than just a pass.manny ppl fighting to go into the course oso h0rx.40 seats by JAE.hahHhaa.cann bragggg using that.l0lxx.

well.i woke up this morning saw the msg anNnieez sent at 3am -.-x.dunneed to go werk ar?.he's n0t angryy.i noe he wun be angry.he's like nv angry.wiith me.or wiith any girls lar.ha!.well.i just lurvee to compare.typical singaporeans.

ok.i thiinkk i'm stupid.i haven figured out how to use my lumix.is like i cant even figure out how to take a picture.you wld say 'press the shutter larx.stupid.'.i did that.but cannot loes.eeiikks will figure out later.mMmzx.h0w's this template.am quite proud of it leiss.hahHhaa.mMmzx still trying to figure out how to make the pictures move down by itself.will take mee abit of time.c0x i'm baiichii with computer stuffs.yaa.den just now the lady of the pushcart at causewayy point called.O ya.they looking for sales assistant.but damn shiit loes their pay.3$/hr.waaaaz.cheap labour.cheaper than kfc.i told her i wun be free this week.will call her when i'm free.ok gawd-noes-when.just to buy time niaa.cann bearly earn in this job i think.soup's pay is better somemore.but i admit this job will be slack oso.like chocolate box.yaaz.and i found out that cold storage causeway point is selling rocher.from winsin.wow.the auntiiee was shock when i ask is it from winsin.hahHaha.they selling it cheaper.9$/100g.but they earn alot liao loes.winsin sell it at 4.30$/100g.i think.or cheaper.n0t too sure.but is around that price.shhe earning more than double liiaos.i'm suppose to clean up muhh room and bathe and clean hamster cage by todaee.i h0pe i cann at least do up the hamsterss.mmmzx.shall do it later.pr0miseee!.hahHhaa.shall update later if i'm coming online.whiich i think there probably be another post.bec0x i'm definitely coming onlineee.

am still soo happiieeex jess called. x))~

2005-03-23T02:53:00.000-08:00

mMMzx.let's blog on sth not so happiiee first.i dunno.my inferiority or wadd.i cldn't help but bring up the past.pissed annNnniez off.i dunno i really dunno.or rather am confused oso.g0t this sick mentality of me not wanting to lose out to her in everything.because she g0t anNnz first?.i'm using the dunno how many and liao good.ok it's not good of me to say sheng an is something.instead of a person.i really dunno wad i wann.dunno wad i'm thinking.dunno whether being together is good or not.dunno simi kio realtionship.as long as 2 is feeling comfortable it's ok.issit?.X-factor where is it.it just disappear liaox.i dunno.why i keep fang bu xia.it's coming to a year.but she still is the problem between us no matter wad.so wad went wrong.without you i feel lost.cann time fade this feeling.i dunno.i'm afraid to try.afraid of feeling lost.i'm n0t as tough as i thiink i'm.a failure yaa.

hahHhaa.abit no mood to day the rest liiaos.but mabbe it will brighten up the day agnz.r0tz at home in the morrning.then went causeway point with marmieeezz.at the bus-stop waiting for bussie.-ringtone- ehh who wld call at this kuku time.ans fone.-thie is jess h0rx- !!! -a rush of happiness- jess' sweet voice.cann diiee at that instant l0es.waaaazz.she ask me whether g0t wrk at other place or n0tzz.d0rtss.why nv call earlier.wann me find another j0b har!then say when poly starts.may going to june.so ask me a week cann do how many days.poly start cann only meet ur minimum requirement of 3 days.then before leis.any no.of day oso cann issit? yupp.cann you start tml? -blankkss-.siiaoo ar.so fast -.-'l|.ehhss friday and sunday i cannot make it.O so i put you next week cann.okaex.inform you then.byebye!

whiiieeeeeeeeeex~!.wahHhhaaa!so happiieee sehhss.she talked to me.she did she did.whiieeeeeeeeex.

at causeway we wak here walk there.buy al0t of things.i bot slippers.not really.dunno wad u call it.w/oz heels.like always.hahHhaa.b0t my camera le!whiieeeeeeeex! panasonic lumix fx-2.wanted fx-7 wann.but i guess i dun need 5mp.so i bot the 4mp onees.cheaper by 100+.599$.erhemMmz.i feel so rich.ok now i'm n0t animore.then go cutto hairos.eeiiikkks! wad happened sehhss.-.-x.g0nna cry l0es.i told him.cut al0t only then cut fringe.dunno why i wear specs and see.-blinkz blinkz- g0ne case.so short liaos.0kae larrs.it's my hair only.cann grow long one.reach h0me 3+.nap till 6 going 7.am a pig.will update later if i g0t the time to.wahHhahas.if not is if anything worth mentioning happens later.

yaaaz.she's so clever.cleverer than me.i g0t this selfish thinking.am n0t going to say it out.=xx.will tarnish my reputation =xx.i'm such a hypocriteeee.as awayz.i stab you behind ur back.becareful.YOU might be the next one i stab.

2005-03-22T05:32:00.000-08:00

hehhsss!i woke up blardiiee early in the morning.O well.danks to my mum's alarm clock which is like 15 mins earlier.aw~ i woke at 7.15am.dUhx.den went back to slp agnz.waking up at 7.45.whiieex happily switch on the com.couldnt get in the website.clickz clickz.ehhh cannot leis.did i get the web address wrong?.*search msn list see who online* JX! wahHhaahiak.click click him.ask him.click the link he provide cann go in le.magic or wad? -.-x.check my results.pray at the last second.see the results.blank blank.dun utd.read carefully.O I got chinese studiess!!.yayy!.ar so happy loes.went calling annniez.told him.he was in this sleepy mode.so i hung up and msg-ed fun jie c0s i couldnt reach her on her handphone.whiieeex!.my mum came back le so i told her.lalalaaa~

happiiee~ happiieex.den i went back to slpPpp~.slp slp slp~~~.fun jie call me.hahHha say she happiie for me loes.k0r boon oso.then tok quite abit.mMmzx cause my mama [[mama and marmiee different dEx!__]] heard over the news that the course quite competitive.200 ppl fighting for 80 seats.budden i guess is like ok loes compared to jc and all.dunno leis.dragon yr so ma fan oneess.woke up wa 11+ liaos.mum say she going temple to huan shen?mabbe.i assume onlie.so i on tv.on com.call shuhuii.tok to her.she g0t in hospitality & tourism as xpected loes.hahHhaa her l1R4 so low leis.which course dun accept her is like cok eyes or wad.

slaaccck all the way.until farah they all called me.ok.the cats tins came.and i quit liaos.so fark rights.zzz.farah got in marketing at nyp instead of hosp and tour manage.Mmmz telling her that she shld go appeal.business quit alot of ppl liao loes.and i think is like though singapore small.tourism wun diiee out dEx.yupp.and dunno wad is ange think about.she ask farah to go school next yr.selfish loes.kinda.wadever lars.she cann decide for herself.ahhHhaaz.

mMmz did i mention.jx got a whole list of who went where.waa.so freaking scary.is like he's so fast with the news leis.l0lx.

and i guess no one notice this tagboard in my blog bahhs.so sadd.now u noe how unpopular i'm.i cann cry.hahHhaha!.

i h0pe school starts soon.so i cann get to noe more ppl.see more shuaiges and meinus.and on the other hand i dunwann because i'm sure i'll miss my current lifestyle.hahHhaz.so contradicting loes.imagine me wearing cheongsam to school.ok cannot.jenrine -.-x.you go diiee.

ya.going for the ecp outing with lighthouse.g0t ice-breaker hope it wun be that badd.i wann to noe someone from church.really lonely attending it alone sometimes.mabbe make friends out of there.ain't bad u see.i ain't good with ppl and wrds.i tend to have this shield ard me with ppl i dunno.hehhss.h0pe i change that.somehow.open up more.

ya.ppl who wanns to appeal to NP cann go on the 23th which is tml and 24th.8.30am to 5.30pm at Blk 1 Atrium.hahHha!.more of ppl whom i noe i hope.scare to be alone u see.alone in this whole course.alone in the whole campus.walking along here and there.eating alone.that freaks me out.scarees me really.

ar i wan to go off liaoss.so bored.dun wan to be sarcastic todayy =))~ tml mabbe

2005-03-20T09:50:00.000-08:00

was watching lord of the rings and ru hua at the same time.luffing muhh arse off.ok i admit i abit outdated liaos.my first time watching lotr.><".hahHHaa.my fruitless attempt at acting cute 1.well.i laze at h0me today.with the initial intention to clear my room.return overdued comic books.but i nv.hUrx.i woke up at like 1.19pm.well.i'm a pig.i woke up at 7+ oso.but i tot it's still early so i went back to slpPppp~.end up i miss cell and service.bOohOoo.well.jess din msg me neither did she call me.sobs.hahHhaa.as usual larr.sit aRd the house watch tv.then anNnhiez msg-ed me.i called back late.he was going back to wrk le.lazzzzzzeEee~ moreee.then i use com.watch tv.waaa 5+ le i think.anNiez called agn.i was eating chips or rather rings.the calbee bbq flavoured rings.roller coaster they call it.we chatted.while he eat.and i eat.he told me jess dig out my application form.O well.that doesn't mean she will call me.she hasn't said anything right.ar sheesh.and anNniez told me she called other ppl le.T__T.call me so difficult mehs.cries.

i watched hitch ytd.mmMmzx.long time since i watch movie.the last one was a moment to rmb if i'm n0t wrong.nice movie.both i mean.the former is farnie and the latter touching.saw melissa and her bf ar.when we were buying a moment to rmb de tickets.dR0olx.he's a shuai ge.hahHha.but he looks abit old.well older guys are better.like jess having a baldy.ar why suddenly i shoot her out of nowhere.l0lx.melissa is werking as a nokia promoter.daMmn.hahHha.good pay and all lars.damn envy.i'm out-of-job now ya.c0x i quit.l0lx.and i realise staying at h0me is not much fun oso.dunno why suddenly my mum nags al0t.and realising that i've to tahan that for like 2 months or so before school starts.abit feel like finding another job.but part-time this time round.cann earn some money.stay away fr0m mum's nagging and all larx.

i'm looking for this emily the strange wallet.ok.i noe i changed wallet like aRd 5 times in less than a year.or more than 5 wallets.i dunno.changedd so much i forget.the reason why my wallet is n0t fat is bec0x i keep spending on wallet.ok it's fat with receipts.arha.guess i dun have anything else to blog about.c0x today is like darn not meaningful.well wrking hasn't been fun since dragonball guy and hafez and hafiz quit.i guess c0x we'vee gotten along quite well le then have to part.others seem and look so dao.hahHHaa.n0t shuai oso.make friends for wadd.

=g0nez=

2005-03-18T21:24:00.000-08:00

apologize for the doodle-board.n0t bEen wrking since very long ago.hahHhaa.n0t that anione cares.only hs tag i guess.hahhHaa.will change it someday.

yiPPppEEeee! [[learn from mrs lim__ x_X]] hahHhaa.cheerIos!tml going to be my last day.lalaalalalaa~ i feel so refresh.i dunno why.i feel happy i'm leaving.i think that's bec0s i really tired of werking theree.l0lx.

i just came out of the train at cityhall.i saw this girl.her hair all messed up.she walked and looked as if if anyone cr0ss her path.she'll kill.SOFI larr.hit her hard with my book.she meeting yana to go with angie and the new girl irene to marina square.so she went with me to the shop.i reported for werk and we went to BK to buy breakfast.gave her the key and i went to market place.open not long only.she has to leave liaos.then i werk al0nee liaos loes.so bored.think around 11+ or wad ars.nigel.guy fr0m soup came in.we talked and crapped lars.he said he wanted to quit liaos.6 months he werk there for 6 months already.the pay theree quite pathetic loes.then he g0t this job as waiter for a hotel.going for the interview there.1200 after cpf.n0t badd sehs.but 6 days a week.sunday off.if he cannot make 6 days a week then go do at restaurant below the hotel.7 bucks an hour.wow.the boss some angmoh he said.rich ass.the hotel 4 storeys only btw.hahHhaa.but who cares as long as good pay and all.l0lx.then we talk about.ipod and zen micro lars.he also think i shld get an ipod mini.mMmzx.realise fr0m him that everybody from soup is quitting.no wonder they have to put advertisement in the papers.that's why loads of ppl came for interview that day.arha!.wadever larss.aR! chun xian taking hospitality and tourism.siiannx.doess it mean if i cant go for chinese studies he'll be my senior? shheesh.dUnwAnNn nohs.aRd 12+ nigel left.g0 skool or go wherever larrs.

i sat down.hardly ani sales today.then ange yana and irene came.fist time see irene.mMmz.lidat lidat l0es.she wearing slippers oso.zzz.ange nv sae anithing.i wear she kp me -.-x.c0x irene is her fren.irene is like 24 this yr.and she say that hx de brother very old liaos.come on loes.he's like only 20.bias is one of the reasons i quit.heard that ange caught wj red-handed giving chocolates to jwest.stupid ass.but ange nv say anithing.voila!.if it was me.think of the consequences.fark.bec0x i'm leaving.i let irene wear my apron.fark.and i wore the dirty old one.fark.at one point i was pissed.very pissed.and there must be kimmy customers to piss me off.so i shouted the price when i was collecting money.i was loud.sure loud._|_.aRghz.

then anNnniez is late.as usual lar.zzz.i laze in the shop for awhile and all.waiting for his call.nigel came back agnz.hiaks.soon anNnniez called.so i went up.we went up to harvey norman.wann to see if they sell zen micro loes.but they only have zen touch.we din ask.c0x han dunwann to ask for me.zz.then we went to the foodcourt.he wanns a drink.in the end dunno why my mood cok up.then i went to eat century egg porridge and mood orhkaee liaos.moodswing.common during period.aHhhz.real badd mood lately.zzzzz.eeiikks.

we decided to go to creative.really wann to get my hand on the zen micro.realise it's really a long long wayy to walk.voila! got shuttle bus.hehhx.happen to see it.larkiie.if not we would be walking all the way to creative.sweating when we reach there and see ppl get off the bus looking wonderful.like my mum say bound to have ppl Q-ing for the star buys.1st 50 to get zenmicro tml.will get the 5gb full package at 249.when the 4gb is selling at 299.i tried on the zen micro.is nice larrs.bt n0t really for me.cann hold alot of songs.but do i have so much songs to fit in.i dunwann to regret buying it.mabbe will get the camra instead.dunno.see how things go.if not i will save the money.pay for half of my laptop.will be asking my dad to get me one if it's needed.then he wun have to pay full sum.not so hard on him.or his pocket.then we went home le loes.was so tired i fell aslp on the train.there's hardly anytime i wasn't aslp on a train ride recently though.c0x really tired from the werk ars.i dunno.

reach h0me.bathe and eat bee hoon.l0lx.my mum's cooking rawks.hahhaha.improving ar.thanks to the feedbacks we give =xx.hahHhaha.wanted to dl songs but to no avail.then going blog surf liao now.seeeeeee ya.n0t to mention i forgot to take my keys home agnz.left it in da shop.siiannNnnx.farah wanted to change shift with me.obviously not loes.my last day.you wann me to werk night.go diiee larx.

aniwaeee jen always ask me wad bus to take to queensway -.-x.ar 855 l0es.i told her i put chinese studies first choice.she say wear cheongsam to lessons.jenrine it's n0t farnie l0es -.-x.go diiee.

-g0Nez-

2005-03-15T21:27:00.000-08:00

it was a long long time.since i've updated.well.just heard over the news that.al0t of ppl wanns to get into chinese studies.--blank--.aikz.last night tok al0t with my mum.about future.past.about how i had not work hard in my seconday life.about how i'm going to start all over agnz.but i dun think i have the chance le loes.i think [[not sure if anyone noticed that! hahHhaa.mabbe my wishful thinking only__]] i have matured.over the working period.g0ne through abit of shit and all.my parents say it's ok not to work.since it's not like they really need me to work to support myself.but i think it's still good.i dunwann to burden them.i want to spend my money.my dad's not too old yet not too young already.it's quit unfair if i tell him i wann this i wann that.and he have to slog like hell to buy me sth.it's not like he wun buy me sth.if i asked, he would.but it's whether i got the cheek to ask an0tz.i haven.i want a new digicam.i'm saving up to get it.i want a new specs.but mine are still working fine.so probably when the next pay comes den see how loes.

been going to church quite frequently nowadaees.if i have time.meaning i'm werking afternoon or n0t working.been a long time.attended church of praise last time.at somerset PUB building.l0lx.well in 1998.which was like 7 yrs back.meaning when i'm like 10 or 11.hahHhaa.i went searching for my bible.given by fun jie and gor boon.hahhHa.25th dec 1998.mMmzx.was them who brought me back to church agnz.lighthouse evangelism this time round.well it was not bad yaaz.joined the cell group.went once only.dunno those ppl well yet.i'm prepared to give my life this time.prepared to be really sincere.welcoming someone into my life.to live for him.

it's gonna be a long long entry todayy.since i haven updated for long.but i guess nobody reads them oso.does it matter?hahHhaa.i kinda miss my friends.my pals.but somehow i feel far from them.

arhhh.the pan guys are leaving one by one. there goes hafez aka eEEee-boy.guess he really likes yana.he's going into ns.then a short notice.dragonball guy aka guohao.we know his name on friday only.hahHHaa.mMmzx.the guy with nice hair.piercing at the lips.only handsome guy at pan.l0lx.'cept for derek.nicest hair.=x.and then today, hafiz is going.hahHhaa nice guy like him.'cept for the fact that we tot that he was really daoz for months b4 realising he's nice.when we realise liaos, it's time to bid farewell ain't it.haiis.well life is lidat.tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi.well my hanyu pinyin sarks but it should sound kindaa like that larr.well i'll miss them.c0x those new birds are n0t shuaii ones.wahHhahaa.but there's this cute guy lars.hair dyed but look guai guaii and all.l0lx.dereeekkk.baby dereekkk.

there's oso pasky.baby pasky at bk.i haven seen him for every long liaos.hiding from me ars T.T.l0lx.i'm laming here lars.

aikz i forgot wad i wann to update liaox.mMm.--think---.O ya.let's talk about t0dayy.i woke up early in the morning then i went back to slp agnz.slp slp slp.then i woke up.went to the toilet.vola!.time of the month.i've been waiting for it manz.it's late.i think.been waiting for it.wannt to scold it.made my mood like so badd.screw everything and everyone upz.mad with everything and all.well.then the craps came.pains.cramps.farks.hahHHaa.dunno why i so tired today.ytd's plan for today was to go out with hannnnie after his lessons.c0x he g0t this 20$ coupon from beside x-square that arcade.they were giving out free.they are nuts.this remind me that he told me.jess and aaron were following him ytd.stupid freak.hahHhaa.who wanns to follow you loes.you fang ai them only.l0lx.then yadayadayada.i got hook onto initial d lars.and since i g0t results that impressed han only.he wanted to treat me to play that lars.hahHhaa.c0x i dunno wad i wanns.but he only finish lessons quite late le.and if we were to go to dhoby.it meant that i would be home late.and my mum wants me to stay at home and eat dinner.so no choice loes.and i dunwann to argue with her oso.then during dinner time i realised that she dunwann me to go was because she cook everything i like wann.she's so good to me.c0x i haven been eating much of home-cooked food lately.then plan want go out with sista to causeway point to shop around lars.but in the end plan cancelled.c0x she din feel like going out.then after lunch and bathe.feel so tired.fell aslp on the sofa.then half slp half awake walk to room.i find it amazing i cann stll sms han.l0lx.hahHhaa.he was having break in school or wad.or maybe off from school liaox.i dunno.then i suddenly nv reply.he called.l0lx.woke up at 7.eat dinner,watch tv.and here i'm loes.

well.hannnniez' going to ns soon.wahHhaaa!meaning i cann ogle at chiobus/yandaos.though i already doing that liaos.hahHhaa.mmMmm his medical scheduled on may the 19th.well.think i'll feel quite lost when he goes in.since my time now is spend with him and him only.well.just lidat loes.i oso dunno wad to comment on this.

mMmzzx.this seems long to me.hahHha.so proud of myself.l0lx.going off to dl songs and all liaos

2005-03-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

heyss! lalalalaaa~ i woke up this morning and saw the sms yana send to me.[[jess is still with that blad guy__]].ar wadever lar.her business.she likes cann liaos.then i call her.she couldn't recognise my voice.partly because i just woke up and also because of my block nose.

ate my breakfast and all liaos.i went to clean my hamster cage loes.my babies x).though 2 out of 3 likes biting me for i-dunno-wad reason.maybe i look very yummy.-bHb- haHHhaa.then rush rush.g0 out later than usual.because i wanted to wear my new shoes.went to the storeroom.dig dig here and there.in search of my socks.finally found them.wear the shoes.found that it doesn't match my outfit so! i took them off.and wore my slippers instead.vain me.i'm a vainpot.how u spell it ar?

rush rush rush.almost like fly to mrt station lidat.look at the time.mMmzx.shld be on time i guess.found a seat on the train.and start reading my comics.hoping i cann finish them before i start work which is like at 3 loes.and which is oso before annnnNn~ finish wrk.chiong comics~~~~~ until city hall interchange.passengers going toawrds bugis or changi airport.pls alight and transfer to another train.then i try to sqeeze to one exit.right in front g0t escalator onee.squeeze squeeze squeeze.i see william.O fark.turn back.train door open.run to the stairs.and run up.brisk walk all the way to shop.arrr wj is there.the highlight here is i see william.guess not many pple utd.wad's up with william manz.just a guy right.well.no one will believe me oso.well.if one fine day loowin tells you.someone called her asking for sex.will you believe her.NO.there.traumatized.he looks as mousy as ever lar.frightened by one of my smses and stops msging me.finally.

yadayadayada.back to derekk~~.ahhhh he handed me cultery.ahhhhh i passed him chocolates.eeeeiikks! i touched his hand!.ok.crazy me.derek left so early todayy.yupp.in his red shirt.he l0oks h0t xp~~~~~~~~ dRo0Lx.wahhHhaa.ar that's all.

r0ts in the shoppp.rottttttttts.until 8plus.bth.go cedele buy mushroom souppp~.trying to cure my nose block.but no use leis.ok.farah and hx thinks that the cedele guy is cute.errr.i dun think so leis.mabbe c0x i know him.g0t no image one.eeesh.

aniwaeee i think that the mrs fields' guy look ok only when upclose.from far he looks more shuai.so i shall just admire him from afar.

and there's oso the perlini silver guy.l0oks kinda cute oso =))~.mian tian.is the one to describe him.mmMx.hahhHaa.

loowinnNn toks about guys.many guys today.l0lx.

as usual there are freaking customers.commenting about everything.those cards are all about love.and valentine's is so over.dUhx.forcing me to say.O YA.so u love ur gf for a day only.that's vdae.fark.another screw my day up by saying.easter.there's no holiday for that right.for ur info.easter is good friday.so there's a public holiday for easter.*points middle finger*

bleahhhs! chocolate box-cum-concierge-cum-direction guidance.this black guy came in and ask if we xchange money loes.no we dun.since yana and i going delifrance.we showed him the way to the money xchange place larx.along the way he tok about soft and rough guys.c0x yana disturbed derek.wahHhaa.he machiam toking like sex lidat -.-x.then go britishindia see the butch upclose.more pretty than jess.of course.i realise i cann get deli-potato at 3.80 w/o the coupon.so the coupon is of no use to me.

well.derek is so nice to give yana a cup of hot chocolate.deliever to her somemore.i oso wann to werk morning! ehhs one day next week.only one day.and after next week i going marina square liaos.cannot see derek liaox.hurx.

err.my ma nagging lioax.better stop wadever i'm doing right now.so bye! going to bed =))~

2005-02-28T06:53:00.000-08:00

welllll~ today get results loes.mMmzx.abit not wad i xpected.well to the worse side i mean.i abandoned the other blog le.c0x i spoilt it.was trying to edit layout.then turn out to be not wad i wanted.so i lazy to think anymore.just come back to this blog loes.still this wann better sehhs.so many things happened in the last few days when i didn't bl0g.hUrx.will try to think wad farnie thing happened and if it's farnie enuff i'll blog about it.

took a polaroid with jen, hx, hs, cyy and byy.so c0ol.c0st 3$.wahhhh.daylight robbery.ar nvm bahhs.since it looks nice.cann think back when i'm like older.hahhHaa.g0t the school yearbook liaox.w0ots.yellow~~.kinda nice bahhs.

i've decided to go to chinese studies le i think.my chiobu teacher oso encourage me to go there loes.then next on the list will be law & management in tp.sounds and looks not bad to me.the 3rd to 12th choices will be anything that looks interesting to me bahhs.hahHHaa.going to fen jie's house to discuss abit loes.l0l`x.

lalalaaaaa~ then i'm here!.and update later if i have the time~ ! =))~

2005-02-16T09:48:00.000-08:00

fark sehx.my dad put timer at the plug.time reached the electric supply goes off.scare me loes.tot wad happen.just when i wanted to blog nohs.zzz.i found out where the timer is and all larx.pull it out liaox.g0nna leave it on the table.let them noe i not that stupid 0kaex.trying to make the relationship between us worse agnx isit?.got nth better to do arx? zzz.find sth to do larx.instead of thinking of such stupid ideas.of stopping me from using the com.zzz._|_ U.

enuff!

well.today practically doing nthx loes.went out.and i'm gonna change muhh blog address agnx.nid some privacy yaa.muhh sista.my parents noes abt the blog loes.reading it constantly and qtning me about it.zzz.so if u wann to noe where i change it to.ask me.politely.dankew.and i swear.my sister wun get to noe about the new blog.fark sehx.zzz.damn pissed.

yupp.han passed me his nokia phone todayy.have a fone to use already.my k500 cok up arx.refuse to be charged.-.-zzz.

meeting jen and company on fridayy.celebrate hx's bdae and vdae.whiieeex.finally meeting up with all of them loes.hahhahaa.i actually dunno wad else to type liaox.0kaEx.shall go thinking bout my new blog address now.and ask me if u wann it.zzz.

2005-02-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

heYx.mmzx.whiieeex.first day of cny.morning wake up go grandma hse liao loes.near to my hse mars.then sit there.ppl come i say hi.then they give me angbaos loes.then waaa! the dua pai come liaox.zzz.sista say dua pai diao her.aniwaeex pardon me for being childish.g0t sth`x going on with this dua pai larx.buay song her =xx.mMmzx.then she carry a von dutch bag mars.dUhhx.the fake one.so i kept on suanning loes.n0t good to carry fakes ar.l0lx.actually ppl catch those dl mp3s dEx.y n0t catch those buying fakes de oso?.no money dun carry loes.wann carry, carry real de pls.denn she went abt her adventure on getting her braces without her parents approval.so well.you think that is glamourous?i doubt so.eeeesh.so disgusted.

then go to my cousins' hse.her new hse.their new hse.the new condos near yck mrt stn.quite abit of ppl there.mostly ask me about O's and when collect results.ermMm.i oso dunno the date.n0t i dunwann to tell you all.ask about wad i doing after O's.revolve ard there loes.then play with muh lil' nephew.so cute.wanted to post his pix.but my digicam machiam like g0t some prob arx.wait till i figure out le then post loes.but he's cute.very cute.arx! forgot to mention i ate meesiam.my auntie cook dEx.superb.delicious!.weeeetx.like it al0tx man.wanted to da bao but paisehx ar.went h0me before my parents did.c0x i really b0red there.

todayyy!.met up with hanNnnie.at somerset mrt stn.he went to cine to buy tix first.we watched howl's moving castle.damNn nice.recommended to all.very swt and touching.wellx.then we went northpoint de yoshi eat loes.i da bao alot of things home for dinner.hUrx.i'm a glutton.everybody knows that liaox.

f0rgot to mention.ytd g0t a 90$ angbao.and mystery solved.is from my grandma larx.hahhaha.my sis 80$.y!?.c0x the 10 bucks notes stick together loes.hiakhiak.

guess i g0ing off le loes.tml werking at 10.dunwann to be late.and oso bec0x my sista wann to use the com loes.eeesh!.haHhaaa.dun really mind larx.

2005-02-08T03:50:00.000-08:00

aR~ actually just here to mention on some stuffs.stop saying u afraid cannot get in jc lerx.actually cann wanns.just that is it a top jc? there's hcjc out there, there's oso srjc out there.it's just whether u cann choose notx.same as poly.get good grades choose good course.bad grades no choice loes.so quit saying it's impossible to get into jc.if u wann u cann.it's all ur choice! how old liaox? dunno this kind if simple logic? hUrx.i dunwann flop anything.i'm afraid of everything.hUrx.

todayy met shuhui at amk station.she late c0x she packing some stuffs.apparently pjc is not having any lessons todayy larx.their celebrations after new yr.mmzx.wad's the point?.then we went to hall.waited at thehall door there for sharon and friends loes.oh right manz.hahHhaa.saw daniel and his classmates.l0lx.that guy bian shuai liaox! hUrx.everybody knows that larx.everybody like change liaox.looks.thinkings.and all bahhs.then went to the other side to find song guang.they all larx.apparently someone shouted [["ehhh ah lian!__".]] and i reply.['harr?'.] zzz.still cann say harr.eeeesh.we chatted a whole lot at the fittness corner loes.and i.being me.just have to scream at elephant and monster.elephant din really bothe about me.he wore black shades.black clothes.and he's a black! w0otx.i not being racist here hors.just that he made me racist for awhile.argh.still rmb the racist joke sangita told us.hUrx.g0t time then tell u all.l0lx.then elephantie~.o0px.guess i pissed him off larx.i went like [["monster!monster! ahhhhhhh! *like those lil' fans* where's ur gf? break up liaox ar?__".]].that pissed him even more larx.he went cb cb want fight arx? cant utd those gus out there who like to say cb.so i shouted lj lj back.sometimes i'm just forced to be vulgar larx.wann fight me? you so big wann fight me arx? buay paiseh ar? lalalaaa~.lw damn xl.i agree with that too.then they all stand 1 row diao me.-.-x.the guys stand 1 row diao me.waHahhaaa.farnie like mad sehs.i diao back loes.i oso dunno the humji me whose afraid of death and all, is just not afraid of them.the big sized ones.and the si ah bengs.hUrx.sangita they all shouted at the biatches larx.something like here not hollywood.l0lx.but i agree that that girl shld just wear a bigger bra.hUrx.i think i go school just bec0x i miss screaming at elephant and monster.haHhaa.danks for giving me the chance yaaa.

we wanted to eat at ljs.but full house.so went mac.singapore too small larx.elephant and a girl eating there too.wo0tx.heck care them.we eat.i bot prite.but kapo al0t of cyy and jen's fries =xx.went home eat agnx.al0t of food from the prayers.and then wash the hammies cage and bathe them.whiieeex.nice smelling hammies and cage now.mMmzx.then bathe, use com awhile go slp.till now.dinner le.still like very full.so my parents and sista eating while i on com loes.hUrx.think i go there eat abit if not parents not happy ar.bUuz.

2005-02-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

lalalaaa~ bleahx.hUr.mooacks everybody/in this good mood today.scare mr cheong come.but he nv come.hahHhaa.in this heck care mood liaox.i wann to like quit this job liao loes.dunno y.dun like it abit.eeww.I M LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB.mMmzx that's my notice larx.hur.mMmzx.shuhui came to choose chocox.den we went toilet i wear her uniform.l0lx.sho big and long sehs.hahHhaa.ger u not that tall right? =x.0kaEx.mabbe u're.i didn't realise?.mMmzx.we sat together for like 2 yrs.and i didn't realise it.OoOooshx!.then we went shopping shopping loes.ar sth happen at 37d.eeks.dunwann say.sho paisehx.went flash 'n' splash larx.my fav. place to spend money liaox.bot myself a ripcurl wallet.eee.i like it.sho nice.eeee.mummy gonna scold me.i just change my wallet not long ago.eeeewww.0kaEx.i just like to splurge.money is coming in tml.uh~~~ =xx.happy mood liao loes.hahHhaa.no werk on cny eve.so nice.hHhaaa.c0x only 2 chinese at chocolate box ar.mMmzx they nv pay me for working at hari raya haji!.damMmnnn.out to cheat my money arx.+ screamMmz at angie +.eeewww~.going back to school tml.meeting shuhui in the earl morning for breakfast then go to anderson.celebrations and all larx.wann to ask laoshi or eric tay some qtns bahhs.not quite sure oso le.ahhhHhhhh!.so confused.results coming out.wad if i cant make it.wad if i have to retake.why didn't i study hard enuff.why why why.all the why qtns pop out suddenly out of nowhere.anyway i dunwann tok liaox.bye

2005-02-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

mMmzx.todayy.quite tiring though didnt really do anything much.dunno why leis.mMmzx taught jannah how to do settlement.mMzx.hanNnn b0t me soup.left it on the table closest to my shopPpPp.diaox.so late liaox.somemore i ask my mum to cook me mushroom soup oso.campbell oness.but wadd to do.he use money buy de i oso bu hao yi shi sayy no.buti really abit sick of mushroom soup from soup le.todayy quite happening but i dun feel like typing much.so yupp.

well nix [[oziann___.]] came down to buy choco.x todayy.mMmzx yahh.not much chocolates now.mostly vday and cny de loes.so cant really recommend much oso.yaa.then i guess she left to eat at souppie.my dearest jess-ie -.-x.hUrx.

mmMmmz.i went crazy arx.adding ppl i dun really noe in friendster.i added mMmzx.fanglong?.hahHhaa.loowinNnnn's crazy~.bwahHahaa.and he accepted.that's another craziiee onee.l0lx.whishhiee~.

well.new yr coming still no new clothes.hahHaha.meeting shuhui tml.or rather todayy.later she come choose chocolates.then i help her buy when got stocks.mabbe going queensway shop for shoes.cheaper there i hope.hUrx.

angie and mr cheong might be coming to RC tml.c0x they going to ms to see see.mMmzx.so black shirt for me.and sockx and shoes yaa.hUrx.monochrome.

well.i definitely going backk andersonn for the celebrations.c0x i wann to ask laoshi about the course bahhs.whether is still advisable to take it.c0x moe cut the syllabus ar.so i oso abit scare take the course very risky.but i cann be translator and all after i grad larx.so i dunno leis.wann to learnt the chinese culture oso bahhs.really 'unno wad i wann now.

ok i'm tired liaox.so i going to slp.tml wrk early sehs.JIAYOU!.

2005-02-05T09:48:00.000-08:00

well.marmiee woke me up.tell me peanut missing agnx.TWICE.it escaped from its lil' kfc tub le.found him in the kitchen hole.then quickly get cage put him in loes.went back to slp.yana msg me told me the cheques coming!w0ootx.i so happy wors.then i actually supppose to meet with farah then go RC dEx.but i slowly slowly ar.end uup she has to go first.since i not starting werk so early might as well not go so early oso.thenn farah told me my pay! 1400+!! w00oots!damn happy sehs.the highest earner for dec.whiieeeexx~ c0x of all the OT i gave myself =x.last time cann larx now cannot liao. =\ c0x angie is there.scary.hur.taking charge of everything.mMmzx.so siiannx.tot of all the things i gonna buy liaox.new year not getting new clothes.why not bec0x no money.is becox no time to go shoppin'.hUrx.just getting the 119$ shoes i saw at flash 'n' splash.whiieeexx~.lalaaa~.some toys for my babies.

long time nv see yana le.just now see her.she look much happier.but guess she dun really like working without wj.well.shant comment much.since i not wrking there,dunno the situation oso.just that i really dun like wj giving out so much chocolates.and i really hate angie coming in everyday and wj here.wj there.zzz.just quit telling me how creative wj is.

farah's quite pissed with janna and sofi i guess.slow-learners abit.over-enthu abit.but well.when u're new is lidat de i suppose.janna forgot to on the chiller lights.farah got scolded.the nets receipt.farah got scolded.zzz.just dun ask so many qtns and follow wad we teach u.nth will go wrong.save us and urself from being scolded yaa.zzz.i dunno larx.angie say our training sark.zzz.you come teach them urself larx.thinkk very ez ar.24 pc box no more le.farah kena scold.well.u're wrking u take ppl's money.so u get scolded too =\.

went home straight after wrk todayy.see i so guai.l0lx.and i let my mum use the com.very guaix agn.she use it to play bejewled niax.[[ -.-_____]].hurx.

arrr.abit slppy liaox.so think i shall.get my arse away from the com liaox x)).

gdnites all`!

2005-02-04T09:32:00.000-08:00

wooooooooOOooOooo0tx! really have to post this man.hahHhaa.jess damn zai!.this unker i think wash plates for them dEx.dunno wad happen suddenly they shout shout larx.pengx.i was halfway through re-doing my last month de -monthly sales- loes.then look up the unker and jess ma chiam quarrelling.the unker demanded his pay.jess say sth like not so fast is complicated dEx.i think.then the unker say cheat money and all larx.then jess say dun make a scene outside go in and tok.i think everyone abit shock loes.then the ppl eating like faster faster finish then go.they inside liaox tok so loud we oso cann hear sehx.then the security came.think somebody call them bahhs.to settle the thing.calm the unker down.then tan pan!.wahHHaa -thinkk too muchh- then i think got call the boss and tok and stuffs larx.very complicated arx.i dun utd.hahHhaa.very chong bai jess now! =)~~~~

whiieeeexx.g0t my hammies their balls.huge sehs =\ like for syrians dEx.then another cage probably for peachez.and oso a cheese hideout house.

jess wear soup uniform damn cutee.hahHhaa.she wash plates c0x the unker not there le after the conflict.

then g0t this soft guy arx.itchy hand go try the white truffles.then say taste like cheese.i gave hanNnnnNnniex taste taste.he ma chiam wann puke lidat.o0px.think the milk turn sour le.u noe like fermentation.become cheese.so i think that'x why it taste cheesy.so i told hann.ehhh go tell soup ppl chocolate box g0t cheesy chocolates.hahHhaa.aRahHaha.

reach h0me watch tbee~.makann.onlinex.very siann liao.wann sleep le.but i guess will stay awake for awhile more.

aniwaee.forgot to mention.stoopid me.forget to take money back from hannz.and forgot to take wallet home.dammn.have to waste money go RC take wallet then go shop for dearrr dEx vday present bahhs.then go werk loes at scotts.replace wj c0x he going to sp de open house nohs.yupp.doing closing there yaa.alone.siann till cann die ar.then han tml werk from 12 to closing so not meeting him.at most i go to RC after i werk to go home with farah.waste my mrt fare in other words but i just dunwann to go home early.o0px.i noe that is not right.but at home abit siann.dunwann to keep facing the com oso mars.parents dun like it.tml supposedly off day though.well, for some xtra bucks i dun mind de loes.hehx.money-faced arsehole.is me larx.after i start working ritex.i really started to even think much more than last time that money is x-tremely important.

forgot to mention saw.fanny.christie.and xiao ling at raffles city BK ytd.yjc outing i guess.hahHhaa.they shock i working there.and more shock at my hair.hahHahaa.well.wad cann i say loes.after u leave school.even if it's schoolmates u nv talk to before, u still feel as though u're bonded much more closely than before.even if u dun really noe each other.suddenly u got this feeling you noe each other for ages.dunno why.dunno how to explain.

i go liaox.surf awhile more and slpx.singnet sarks larr.keep dc-ing one loes.zzzz.

2005-01-31T20:02:00.000-08:00

hoOoox! i fell asleep in less than 10 mins while on phone with haNNnnnn~.l0lx.i said i was tired yaa.hahhahaa.this morning then i realise my aircon at 26 degree celsius.diaox.no wonder didnt feel much of the aircon.the room wasnt cooling at all.morning when to touch touch peachez.he still biting me ><~.dunno why siak.think he sick or wad loes.i bringing him to the vet as soon as i know where's the nearest vet i cann find loes.well.starting work at 3 todayy.siannnz.there's a new girl larx.siti.mMmzx.woner if she's nice.farah sayy she g0t lots of questions hUrx.look forward to seeing her later nohs.my head still hurts.there's a dent in the skull larx.hannnn u felt it loes.and you tell me there's no dent?!i question your sense of touch =xx.i'll be going over to scotts for the whole 3rd week of feb.CANT SEE JESS!. =(~ and farah's going on the second.CRIES!!!.can't see her for 2 weeks ><~.have to face wj's saliva for the whole week.nOooOooo!~ =(~.siannn.really dun like wrking at scotts manz.the ghostly place and we have to go down to do sampling.diaox.very throw face loes.anyway, chocolate box openning another branch at marina square!w0otwo0tzZZz~.wahHhahaa.mMzx.realise that werking at chocoboxx.actually quite funn.well beginning to lurve it al0tx.though i'd still complain sometimess.the ppl are nice.farah my babe.alwayys ask me do stockcard.buy soup for me.bitch around with me.tok cok with me.wj the saliva machine.o0px.he better not see this yaa.although he very childish cant grow up! hahhaa.he's nice.alwayys help us with our work stuffs.do openning and closing stock for us.hHhaa.kena bully by us.help me buy soup.eat bk with me.share his mushroom soup with me.help me make straw star.gek me.make me angry/pissed off/very pissed off.l0lxx!~ zaid the bHbx wann.counting down to his bDaEx siak.alright we g0t him a cap yaa.wellx.he's nice too.c0x he help us do stockcard for dEcEmBeR.l0lx!well.he g0t a laptop and he bring them over to scotts to watch moviex with wj =(~ unfair siak!.kik ur arse =xx.0kaEx better than farah who wanns to *t00t* ur arse =xx.lalalaaa~ =)~~.i rmb this once.we call them and tok lotsa cok.hahHhaa.all lame jokes shot ot sehx.and zara who left us in decemeber.she taught us lotsa stuffs yaa.but we incompetent =(~.nv learnt everything.now the sh0p'x in a mess.the december closing is still with us.shirley nv ask for it wadz~ =xx. SHIRLEY NV WEAR BRA!~ *CENSORED* well i sorta say that when closing that day.hahHaa.farah heard it.=x.o0p`x.then now there's sofi~ well nice girl who dun l0ok her age! she's 20.and she looks like 16 ><~ or we look too old liaox.well jess looks older than her loes.by lots.and jess' just 19 this yr.uhhhh~.

ehhhhh!~ all! i'm selling some designer cards yaa.only limited 500 per piece.the w0rdx on the card very meaningful.is for valentine's dEx.more suitable i guess.g0t those for him and for her kind.selling at 2.50$ per piece yaa.contact me if you wann them.=)~~.will post some of it up here to let u all see.currently now is each piece i have 1 onlie'x.but if u wann i cann find for u.=)~~.designed by local designers! support'x local stuffs!~ m0st of all support local designers =)~

well ytd! i was in the shop.then on the player.listen to some classical and jazz mix i tinkk.very nicee!~.g0t 1 song.very bangbang-ish.hahHhaa.

he was 5 and i was 6.
we rode on horses made of stickx.
playing a game.bangbang.
you shot me down.bangbang.
i hit the ground.bangbang.
and all a sudden.bangbang.

hHahaa.think is something lidat.and hannn say 50% of the song is bangbang-ing.hhHahhaa.so nice sehx.kept repeating the song till he bthx.l0lxx~ w0otx.he starting wrk on wed wors.wrking morning.9 to 3~.then i werk 2 to 10.hahHhaa.was suppose to trade with someone the exercise balls for my hammies dEx.Oh forgot to mention.hanNniez.wahHhaa.nice fella.bot for my sonniez.a waterbottle.l0lx.always go the shop at suntec till the auntie wad happen agnx.l0lxx`

was doing monthly settlement alone last night.diaox.PE-18 agnx.fark.print only half of the settlement l0es.then call angie.but i figured out how while on the phone with her!.Hhahaa.am i born clever or wadz.l0lx.bHbx.

hOoOoox.so happy.l0oking forward to harry potter and the half blood prince siak!~ coming out in july bahhx.if i not wrong.lalalaa~so totally lurve that series.thought the fifth book is not very nice larx.but nvmz~ hHahaa.i dunno why i'm so happiez.i have to go soon.l0lx.have to wash flagss! =xxx.lalaaaa~ leaving home for werk at 2 i guess.though i told farah i'd be earlieezz.sorry yaa.

bO00oooox! g0nez

2005-01-31T08:04:00.000-08:00

dead tired now.hurx.went cut hair in the early morning with marmiee.the fringe i think still too long.then i cut it myself.fail siak!.bad outcome.no face see ppl liao larx.><~.mMmzx.zzz.g0t a baby pudding.so small.barely my little finger's length loes/weets so cute.well currently they are named.J, peachez and peanut loes.hahhaa.the pudding is named peanut c0x really look like peanut.l0lx.so happie to be their marmiee.aniwaee the pudding is so small so unweaned yet.well, peachez the one i really lub and cried for.bite me today loes.dunno wad happen to him.really hope he switchback to his old self yaa.J, the fatty bom-bom.haHhHaa.all he noes is eat and slp.slp and eat.no more liaox.machiam pig sehx.planning on getting 2 exercise balls and a habitrail mini now loes.arr~.so happy.spoilt them so muchie.hahhhaa.that's all for now.i so tired.to even eat.

2005-01-26T20:33:00.000-08:00

too tired to blog for the past how many dayys.mMmzx 2 right? i forgot.well.i bought my hammies ytd! normal winter white.actually wanted to get pearl or pudding dEx.but nvm.saw this 2 lil' ones.very cute.one big one small.mMmzx.but they fight siak -.-x.hopefully is just play play.c0x no fur or wad lost.*pRaYs*.well.han accompany me to suntec to get them.then help me carry all the balang balang to raffles city.left the cage and food and all there.hooOhOoox.then stay for awhile tok cok tok cok with farah.drink souppie!~
then left for scotts.i reach there zaid slpping siak.power!then stay there rot rot.the sales when i came was like pathetic 7.30$ then closing is 9.85$.pengx.raffles city rawks!hehx.then close liaox go bak to RC.farah took the tape home.i refunded the 48-pc box =xx.oOopx.this saves us abit for the float ok! all sayy [["dankew~ lOoOwiInnn jie jie__."]] oooPpx.farah teach one nahs.alwayys go looOoowiIin jie jie when she older than me by 1.-.-x.she watch the video tell me nth to worry one.so dunnid rewind let mr cheong see until he shuang loes.well.we were mad in the train loes.we were thinking wad if the hammies escape.then i run to end she run to front.aniwaex we in the last cabin larr.so she went [["siala! i have to run alll the way to the front__."]] l0lx~ then we'll keep shouting.attn all passengers hammies let lose.pls dun move ur legS~!.hahHhaa.crazy us.then toking about the selling cds de ger who look at han but not me at scotts.sheesh.porn vcd!~~.mMmzx he got the tiko face wad to do.well.denn we tot of rewinding the tape den record singapore idol for mr cheong.l0lx.another crazy idea.we oso tot if got channel I.we record adult movies for him.l0lx.den he addicted always wann get the tape from us.hOohoOx.*madness!* lalalaalaa~~

back to hammies!.the big one is called J.the small ones is called S.together they are JS [[jess__.]].hOoOhOoox.madness.well.i'll take their picture later 0kx.post them tonight if i not too tired c0x will be wrking after-night todayy.bYe! i going off to wrk liaox

2005-01-23T09:26:00.000-08:00

0k.came back from 10 hrs of wrking yaa.nahHh~.didn't go crazee.hahHaha.used to wrking 12hrs even le i guess.mMmzx.jess nv come agnx.aaron went shouting [[i dunnid to wrk todayy OK!__]].dUhx.u dunnid to annouce that OK.arr.why i care so much.i sat on the chair rot rot.then i go do monthly sales sheet.compensation form and even! fold boxes.sth i wun do.hUrx.put my head on table and all loes.on other words.very sIanNN nah.hUrx.ate like a pig today larrr.yana came then i go buy BK.aniwaee BK got this student special which i'm so totally like grateful for.c0x 3.90 for whopper meal! [[small fries and drinks though__]].fret not! upsize to regular add 70c more.which will total up to 4.60.hOohoOox.i need to pay adult fare liaox.tMd.al0t of kimmy customers today loes.zzz.the family- father, mother daughter most memorable.save a few dollars oso wann.the gift for ppl wann mars.can't buy sth decent ar?.abit of money oso wann save.so niao~.

for dinner i drank soup.danks! to yana! she buy for me dEx.c0x like i say i dun like to enter soup.i just like to drink soup yaa.after wrk i met up with dearie loes.give me this heart-shape stalk.with bear bear hugging it wann.very very nice.will post the pic up tmr or wadd.kinda tired now.my eyes closing -.- <<---really like this.slits.hahHaha.i need to wash plates later.-.-x.wann die liao ar.larkie tmr i not wrking.staying at home and rot loes.if i cann and not tired of rotting loes.i swear i'm gonna wake up late =)~.yayy!

i'm really crazy le.i went to friendster and added ppl i dun really noe -.-x.just for the sake of adding -.-x.

well.ccy.lau.loh.came visiting todayy.ccy looking for valentine's chocolates~ no big news here =x.hahhHhaa.0kaEx larr.they all shy shy dunwann take choc.x =\.wadx there to be shy about sehx?dun shy shy later u hungry -.-x -- as quoted from zara.hahHaha.i miss her.i finish reading the bride stripped bare liaox.think i'll wait awhile before returning book to her.dun wann to keep bothering her loes.

msn.cok.up.now.

dun feel like sleeping yet.so i ignored dearie's calls =x.sorry.mMmzx cause i just feel like surfing and blogging yaa.will call back and all later i guess.when i feel like sleeping.dearie and i g0ne through breaks and patches loes.told him i won't promise anything.i guess i'm still young.dunwann to be tied down yet.i still wann to see see.look look.guess if there's better options.i'll go for the better.well.human's nature right.mMmzx agree or not.i dun really care since this blog is like of how i feel larx.dun like.[X] at the top right corner.abit self-centered agnx.k.i'm tired liaox.stp blogging and go see my things liaox.bOox!

2005-01-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

laLlaaa~.nice day.jess nv come ><.mMmzx so many days nv see her liaox.i miss her.haHhaa.mMMmzx.wrk morning todayy c0x hari raya mars.farah and yana come in the afternoon loes.wrk wrk wrk.one taiwanese little girl come and say in chinese.i wann to ask you a qtn.is the things in s'pore all very ex? diaoxx -.-!!! wad sehs.how to reply you? larki her mother come liaox.bth sia.small small wann act adult.*faints~.

then angie came when i wad like using the phone and calling scotts.i saw her daughter then i act serious loes.i went,"O ya.farah coming at 4.and yana at 6, yaa."her daughter though cute is damn irritating loes.so many suggestions.yak yak yak non stop one nohs.arghHh shut the fark up.getting so vulgar =x.

then farah came with her rendang~.so nice loes.just spicy enough.but got lemongrass.and i dun really like the smell.but i finish it for her loes =x.*glutton-ish.then i went to bk to buy the salmon meal c0x got 50% off =x.waa!yay!i ate agnx larr.nid to say mehs.then yana came loes.i went toilet came out.after awhile dearie comes liaox.ask him come down.hahHhaa.he always so heng one loes.the soup ppl pa jiao nv see him.l0ls.wanted to get him into trouble =x.then waited for me for awhile.we went off liaox.i force him to go down the escalator twice =x.hOoOhoox.*siao za bor__.

then i didn't want to go home so early larx.so we walk down from raffles city to cuppage.walk walk walk.see hong mei sehs!.w0ots.hahHaha.then reach cuppage.the unker say raiders haven shift there worx.mMmzx.weird.c0x i tot should have shift there on the 17th liaox.or izzit next month 17th.c0x the unker says next month then shift there.mMzmx.arr.so we went walk walk walk down to cine.wanted to take the 171 bus to yishunNn dEx.but somehow we couldn't find the bus-stop so we gave up and walk back to the mrt station loes.bounce and all.slept all the wayy.the journey machiam so long lidat.i slept like so long and dR0oLll~ =)~~~ <--- just like this.hOooHoOx.so paiseh.later ppl see how.but i really very tired mars.dun even care about dunno wad image larx.reach h0me.bathe eat dinner.eat banana and gRapes.grapiess.my all time favorite.hehx.a few days nv eat le.thinkk my marmiee oso buy till sian liaox.cause i nearly everyday go home oso look for grapiiees.l0lx.

dl-ed msn 7 beta.hahHaa so fun.cann send nudge.that's the only thing i like larrx.shake shake shake~~.l0ls.think dearie oso bth farah and yana's lameness liaox.we talking about bras and panties when he here -.-x.hOohOOx.we just simply dunn careee~.l0lx.think i taking my motorola v600 go sell liaox.wasted my money to buy it.not in good condition and not user-friendly.damNnit.blardie guy cheat little girl's money.bOoox!.shame on you!.hUrx.i still love my SE k500i.hahHHaa.mMmzx.g0nnnNna end here i guess.the entries getting shorter and shorter every other day h0rx.paiseh.i g0t nth much to say.'cept i'm tired of working life.hahHahaa~.

=)~ i g0t picture of shuhui not finishing her food!.rare sehx.she always go,"cannot waste food leis.some ppl dun get to eat you know."hahHaha.shall post it when i feel like it 0kaEx.=)~ buhbye!!~

aLwayx be haPpy no mAttErx wadDdd happennNns aRoUnd yaa.
*quacks__~

2005-01-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

bOoox!.back to update.went to nyp open house and back to anderson with shuhui and lau ytd.then went to orchard.saw amanda and jasmen.well jasmen was in this ACS uniform.he bot it wann.go siao keng larr!saw mrs lim.ttp.yipeee~! aka mrs theresa lim.remind mr yong about his gu dan bei ban qui!hahhaa.he so cute loes!gave them chocolates yaa.melted ones.well.they were with me from raffles to yck and to anderson.dun expect anything much okae!.ms lau was like going dankew dear~ -.-x.l0ls.her laughter damn exagerating loes.i beginning to miss anderson.hUrx.i lurbe anderson!forever ><.hUrx.[[slap muh face__]].for hating anderson and all.go orchard walk walk.to dhoby.waaa!legs tired.

this morning wake up still tired sehhs.have to meet farah and go open shop.cause her key with wj.so there we go.then i left at bout 12+ going to 1.meeting shuhui go np open house.waaa!.have to really really say loes.np damn rawking.everything machiam so organised loes.not like nyp dEx.the ambassdors really know about np.really cann intro the place well.and of c0x their english damn pro!i decided liaox if i cann i really wann to go to the chinese studies course loes.madd bout` chinesee~
wann to noe more bout chinese.be it culture.literature or history.l0ls.and NP really nice place.i like it larx.though so far from h0me -.-x.wann to hook some like rich guys mabbe.hahHaa.or mabbe those old old de lecturers.arhHhaa!.well.at least girls from this place dres more decently than nyp bahhs.ytd machiam enter orchard road lidat.fashion parade.ha!.

then shuhui and i go down to woodlands to meet yiyun!.my dearest dearest yiyun~~ =)~
[[dR0oLx`__]] hehx.then we go makan loes.after makan i go home.cause i really very tired.we made some plans to go out tmr.after i finish wrking.mabbe to the esplanade or somewhere.all not yet cfm.they no have school tmr ar.hari raya loes.mMmzx i have to wrk.and i'm alone until 4.damn wad if i need to pee ><".have to store in bladder agnx ar.or cann i use the little bucket to arhemMmm [[shhHh]] peee~.hUrx.

still quite shock by jess' hair.prays her hair grow long fast fast ar.hahHhaa~!

0kaEx i lazy to blog liaox larr.seeya all somedayy.mabbe chinese new year go bak school? cotact me yaa?.

2005-01-17T09:19:00.000-08:00

meow~.another day past yaa.mMmzx.okae.not badd.was laughing all the way in the shop with farah.the chiller guy came to repair the chiller but unfortunately lar.is the dunno wad thermstat spoil ar.nid to replace loes.dunno leis.will cost up to 100+.st0opId cheong wanns to bargain the prize.he tot machiam fish market ar.craazee old man.guess when ppl old liaox they become lidat dEx izzit? eeewws.

then farah left at about 6+ and deaRie came in at 7+ to accompany me.c0x he scare being seen by soup ppl.well.=) no comments.ha.c0x dunno why i scare ar.scare of some psycho i guess.eeeewwws.i woke up this morning at bout 11 i guess.with some missed calls in my phone.ask deArie if it was him lar.wasn't.is not farah either.are you thinking wad i'm thinking.farah ask me to scold if it is that psycho yaa.dunno lars.damn sick loes.eeeewws.

well yay hypocritism.mMzmx.is there such a word?.well.i dun care if it exist.i'm gonna use it anyway.ha.dunwann to continue.hehx.promise dearie we gonna erase her from our mind yaa.lalalaa~~.currently leading a n0t badd life.so n0t gonna care about anything that much.

well, i manage to psycho angie to let me and farah work morning together tml.yayy!.cann go espirit to get the pant and collar tee i wann lers.discount maybe.depends on whether farah's auntie wrking n0ts.so happy.denn my CNY clothes settle liaox.hehs.still deciding whether or not to buy the black shirt.ha!.i proudly annoucement i'm left with 300$ in my account to spend sehs.how cann i manage to eat awae so much money i oso dun utd.mMmzx.0kaEx.i must save now yaa.for my laptop.mMmzx.angie got this relative dealing with lappies.guess i getting from her relative instead le.safer yaa.hoho.speaking of laptops.do you know guys shouldn't put them on their laps when it's on.kills sperms i think.make the sperms weaker oso.and the scary thing is.this oso happens when the laptops are not on.waa!.so actually guys shouldn't own laptops then.since you can't put them on your laps wad's the point of getting them nohs.hurs.

yaa.dearie tabao his mum's helpout stall de rice gimme eat.ok.i ate most.but still can't finish yaa.sorry!.mMzmx.gave me my gReEeneNn card finally.and another envelope.hehx.the things he usually says.but well.anything bahhs.as long as he put in the effort for it.anything is okaex dEx.sincerity and all bahhs.well.i changed.as he said.for the better.ha!.he say my moodswings not as serious as last time liaox.maybe c0x i dun really care anymore.caring about small little stuffs make one really tired.so i wann myself to be happy yaa.i dunwann to tire my self over small little stuffs.working make me realise alot alot of things.i became more materialistic yaa.i learnt that without money you really cannot do anything.so i told myself.i really wann a guy who's RICH!.yaa.wrking makes me tired everyday.and i reach home i dun feel like talkking anymore too.i really dunno.school life is so much better yet i didn't treasure it.ha!.if i can ever get into poly i'll start afresh and make it to the fullest, yaa.i wann to play hard and work hard too.yess!.

rUNnIng.aWaayY.frOMmMm.thHhiss.realisticc.w0rlDd

2005-01-16T19:32:00.000-08:00

here! i'm sehx.=x.mMmzx.feeling abit better.c0x i told farah and dEaRie about the thing traumatising me loes.woots.bth.at least i cann share it with someone.and it's like unbelievable wann loes.only some psycho will ask me this kind of qtns.damNn.erxin da bian larr.trying to pollute loowinNn's innocent young 'n' cute brain ar!.erxin da bian.gimme goosebumps till now loes.zZzz.make me dun dare to pick up calls loes.c0x i itchy hand larr.go cancel my caller-id.then dunno who call me.if whoever is reading this post now.kindly pls msg my phone to gimme a notice that you are calling my phone, yaa.if not i wun pick up dEx.ytd angie nv come.damNn.why always lidat dEx.wann wear shorts then she nv come.argh.

now i'm at lost.i dunno who to go with for the poly open house loes.mMmzx.i cfm wann to go ngee ann dEx.then mabbe go nyp see see.sp mMzmx.if no time then i dun go le.c0x after all sp mostly technical course which doesn't really interest me.mMmzx.denn i might consider early childhood course oso.since working i saw so many cute children loes.those who came without leaving handprints on the chiller only, 'cept for eddie!.he's cute and gave me a mooacks.so forgiven.hehx.mMmx.provided they dun cry oso.c0x i'll slap their facce. =x.hurx.arrr.poly so many course.really cracking my brains liao loes.currently very set on going for diploma in chinese studies then be teacher so i wun have to go out of school into the realistic world to work.but the masscomm and film sound and video very tempting oso loes.c0x their intake is 200 and 100 respectively larr.i dunno.but my english really CMI loes.if i really really cannot make it.i go take civil and structure engineering at SP.mmzx.if really die die cannot make it there.i go take nursing liaox.c0x intake 700.wun scare no place for me mas.budden it's not sth i wann to do.so i really dunno oso leis.-crack muh brainn-.

quoted from farah:
b0x tHosE fArkIng aShsole's dIcck fOr waNntinNng tO hAve sEx wItH mInOrs.

2005-01-15T06:20:00.000-08:00

well.yana came todayy.she told farah and i sth.mMmzx.well,ya.

i went to change money for the cash reg.came back my phone got miss call.and denn farah say ehh mina ur phone.so i went to ans loes.err.put down liaox.damn traumatised.hUrx.i shan't elaborate more.mMmzx.

well, hann couldn't find my monya larr.hais.nvm.

he came to pick me up after work.we went yishun to eat claypot rice.ok.not badd.before reaching foodcourt.in the tunnel saw jen.think she abit shocked by me =x.oOopx.i din do anything.i just dyed my hair.wear contacts only mars.haHhaa.mMmx.my mum buying batteries home.gimme a min okaE.i post my vain vain pictures =x.lalLlaaa~.dunwan see pls click [X] at the top right hand corner later ok.dun saee i nv warn you.

i realise not much difference in the photos.mMmzx.maybe only cann see it if u see me personally loes.anybody wann to date me out just to see muh hair.haHhaaa.pls book appointment first.hUrx.

last of my black hair ><"

just before i going to dye muh hair.

me with dyed hair.

me with black framie.and trying to be farnie.but i failed.big time.

my pInKk mOnKey fRomMm deARie.whhereE's mUh mOnyA...?~ oOopx.

finish liaox.hUrx.next time i try doing anything farnie i'lL post aGnNz yaa.

i.sLaPp.yoUurr.facEe.

2005-01-14T09:14:00.000-08:00

well well =x.mMmzx.i cover 1 hr for yana todayy.bec0x she sick ar.will only return tml.ha!.yawns.todayy starting sales was really very badd.denn suddenly dunno wad happen.quite abit of ppl came in yaa.a lady bot 48-pc box.nv seen it for like so long le loes.the last time was around x'mas i thinkk.hHhaaa!.valentine and cny chocolates are already out.got this -i love you- in alphabets on chocolates damn nice loes.spearmint flavour.25$.any takers?.we have not many of it yaa.currently i knoe only g0t 10.5 red 5 pink.hehx.

well.i went dye-ing my hair!.woots.took pic of my black hair with my phone.will miss it yaa.and den tmr when i store in batts for my camera.i will take my new coloured hair and post it.i will!.haHhaa.quite like it yaa.dun look so guai already.my mum say i look like damn old like auntie.damMmn.hUrx.quite sadden by it yaa.but she say the colour i choose is like nice.mMmzx.anything larr.but it doesn't quite go with my specs yaa.well.like my loose belt doesn't go with my specs.well u get wad i mean.mMmzx.so ya think i should get contacts agn?.mMmzx.will buy for fun i guess.when i have the time yaa.

saw this shirt and pants at espirit.19.90 and 99.90.was wondering if i should buy it.i'm definitely gonna get the shirt yaa.but the pants.for new year.mMmz.worth nots.still weighing yaa.depends on whether northpoint have that pants anot if have i will buy it c0x got 50% off.hUrx.cant help it ya.they dragging my pay till 7th feb.so have to scrmp and save abit for the rest of the month c0x i dunno how i blardie spend 140++$ in a week.dUhx.all bec0x of food i thinkk.the food there is like damn ex loes. and the black shirt and button up black shirt i saw at raffles city espirit i cant find it at causeway's so i doubt yishun is selling it.well.i guess if i like it.i should go for it yaa.since it's my pay.and i cann always wear it out rite.mMmzx.i dunno.i cann spend as long as i dun overspent.and leave sth else for my transport and food.mmMmzx.should i save or not.i wann to get new hp.[ should i den trade in my k500i ]i wann to get new phone.i wann to get toys.dUhx why do i have so many things to get.hUrx.ar forgot still got this black converse jacket that i wanted to get..errr...why i wann to buy so many things dEx.

i wanted to get sth for sissy my sista todayy dEx.c0x she bot me hello panda lar.but i dunno wad to buy her leis.necklace my mum just got her.wallet she got already.she seems to have everything nohs.i dunno wad to get for her.sth she'll like and use often loes.i dunno is wadd.i really dun utd my sister..

i promised dearie.not to talk about ahem related stuffs yaa.and i'm trying hard.think it's wrking.she dun really get into my head now.but have to admit she still haunts me abit.

talk about haunting.ytd wann haunt shirley for funn dEx.den tMd realise that our dec's ot,incentive and commission will only be paid together with jan's pay and all loes.on 7th feb.dUhx.changing policy ar.my ma was like going.paying liao denn change policy ur this company horx....blah blah blah.cant rmb.hUrx.

going to NP open house on 19th with my mum.wann ask more about the chinese course.really very interested loes.but somehow i feel that it's so far away from me loes.

well.i saw this monya at -more than words- mMmzx.the colour of it isn't correct.i wann to get a monya of the correct colour, yaa.so anywann see monya of correct colour pls inform me cann.

looOowiNnn` misses everyone.

2005-01-12T06:17:00.000-08:00

-__- my mum din go shopping with me yahh.c0x of my sista larr.have to bring her back from school.alamak loes.how old liaos.12 le.dunno how to g0 home ar.-.-''.i was so angry that i went shopping and in less than half an hour i spend 50 bucks.on a fila bag.fila sales.then to perlini bot the fish fish bracelet that i wanted for very long ans a pair of ear-rings.yahh.was feeling better after that loes.

0kaEx.loOowinnNnn` is a dumbo , clown and joker.dUhx.i left my key in the shop ytd and suppose to open shop todayy.dUhx.so farah left my key at soup.and i step into that blardie place agnx.arrRRRrrr~!.0kaEx.nvm.denn farah she clown larr.suppose to work at 2 she tot 4.l0l.mMmzx.she sick loes.kept vomiting i heard.so she came at 5 i think.

soup ppl damn farnie todayy oso.the management came and ask them to push their tables in.c0x they really put too out le.budden wad to do?.the shop very small loes.then they always pack with customers dEx.nvm i give soup suggestion.wait for mr cheong to give up on chocobox then u all cann rent the place liaox.see.loOowwiInNn smart.hahHhaa.yahh.then evon push the tables in and then pull it out agnx when the management ppl g0nex.who noes!they came for another check agnx.so evon push it in agnx.the aaron pull it out whn the management really gone.l0l.soup ppl are jokers!.

i open shop at 11 ytd.c0x yana sick and angie din notice me.i was so shock when i saw the shop close i tot i suppose to open shop but din rmb the time correctly and open late.soup ppl damn farkup larrx.gimme the blardie look.machiam i sleep late came 1 hr late lidat loes.fark.- points middle finger -.then have to wait till farah comes at 6.damn urgent wann go toilet cannot go loes.then hungry oso cannot eat.c0x the pralines arrive liaox.need to put them in the chiller.zzz.chiller too small larr.but farah so clever manage to squeeze all the chocolates in.hehx.

ar.todayy i clever.i ask hann come down earlier.so i dun have to close shop.he came liaox.i chiong to toilet and PEE.then go cedeley buy clam chowder yet agnx.hehx.yahh.den he sat at the corner pei wo tok cok until farah comes ya.hehx!denn he go off.coming back at 6 to go home with me.he came.with the pink money from ig that i always wanted but bu she de buy.ar.-hugs!- damn happie nohs.another item iff my wishlist.haven put it on though =x i lazy larr.shall post the pikture of it tml.c0x sto0pid me forget to bring the batteries home.arr...den we go northpoint.he eat claypot.as usual i will pinch his food till he g0t really little left larr.mMmzx.den we go mac buy curly fries and eat.walking to traffic light see madeline.tok to her for awhile.haHhaa.den walk home loes.den bathe eat and all.ta-dah~ here i am =x.i go play my maplestory liaox.blogsurf and stuffs.buhbye!~

loowinnNnn`.lurves.jess 201204

2005-01-09T05:00:00.000-08:00

well thanks for not getting me anything for my bDaex.thanks for getting her a tortoise.well.i said nvm.yaa.nvm.really. loowin = hypocrite? i dun say wad i really mean yahh?.nvm.

well went church early in the morning.fen jie came to keep me up.c0x i woke up like damn late loes.well, after that i met up with zara to xchange book.yaa.[[the bride stripped bare__]].title of that book.about this brides who had sex.lotsa sex with guys behind the husband back.bec0x the husband not very g00d in sex i suppose?.well, i haven finish the book.just started.quite farnie larr.ha!.

well was window shopping-ing.den g0t a phonecall from farah.yaa.i forgot to take the z-40 copies home.ardamMmnNn?.then i have to buy zaid's bdAex present.yaa.when i haven g0t mine?.nvm.we decided long ago that we'll buy him a cap bec0x he going into ns soon.h0pe he'll wear it loes.is bilabong dEx.yupp.black colour c0x they say he dark le shouldn't wear light colour =x.abit racist yaa?.hUrx.then i went down to raffles city.to show them the cap and oso to take the z-40 copies.ha!.they say is nice.i trust my taste ok!.=x.mMmzx.asked hann to go down eat ice-cream with me.he dunwann.c0x he scared soup ppl.well.i was kinda pissed by that loes.it's just eating ice-cream onlie loes.no comfort food for me.imagine how pissed i am loes.

yaa.farah sayy jess wore a brown shirt and slippers todayy!.ardamMmNnn~.why i nv wrk today.diaoss.

went straight h0me after that loes.i totally cann do without you.i just dunno why i so st0opId to let you come back and hurt me agn and agn.and agn and agn.[[continues on n on n on n on.__]].

g0ing shopping with my marmiee tmL.very looking forward to it.now that i cann spend.i really quite stingy on how i spend my money le loes.h0pefully i dun spend too much loes.so that i cann still ctd for awhile before asking my parents for pocket money agnx.ha!

loowin.is.t0tally.st0opId.O.manz.

2005-01-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

awWW~~ and i tot todayy was going to be a nice dayy.left for work with my parents.my dad going shopping for shoes.bot at hush puppies and told me he saw fish leong larr.damMn.mum send sis to tuition.dUhx.as i went up the escalator to raffles city i saw ar whose that guy from 4/2'04 that keeps tagging with sg and gang dex?his monstar ex-gf.doing flag dayy yah.oO well, not too badd.haven't really ruined my dayy.until i went to wrk and well, another girl from choir yah.dunno her name larr.stick withh the monstar girl quite often one, in the shop.damn.dun expect me to serve them 0kaEx.dun go so low okae.dey stay inside for quite long.until i finish my compensation form liaox they still there.do wad sehh?.for your info i redo my compensation form ok.dUhx.they left without buying anything..wadever.

then farah and yana go funan there de taco buy food.pizza.kfc.long john.hahHhaaa.i went cedeley to get my clam chowder.Oo well.sayy i m not stepping into soup anymore.while feasting, angie and tina came.busy busy busy till they left.wei jian came.then he go buy soup i folo.damMmn! and i said i m not stepping in.big liar ehh me.the bread is jess take de.so i held on to it refusing to let go.but i let go in the end larr.i du zi tong go toilet and jess is inside.cant believe sehhs.she g0t comb!.there comb comb comb =x.then she smiled at me!she nv wear specs todayy.wear specs.cool.nv wear.sweet.very sweet.i swear i nearly melted.reallyy.!yahh.guess that's like nearly all for todayy.when i close and all.came out of the shop.i was so happy i aint g0nna work for like 2 dayys.i told yana.ehh i wun be coming for 2 dayys.tell me you're gonna miss me.hehx.and jess turned and glared for a moment.arr.oopx.din mean to be too loud yahh.but i'm born this wayy.

well, i'm going out tomolo.going church with fen jie then go meet zara change book.then go out with hann i suppose.plann currently lidat loes.n0t changing much i suppose.f0r now that is.off to maplestory/bBb~~

winNn` n hanNn` 270304

2005-01-05T07:41:00.000-08:00

ha~! another forced laughter.well, todayy was x-tremely boring.i thinkk.woke up at like 12 noon.dUhx.wad a ig u must be thinking.well.cannot blame me! PMS larrs.x_x.mMmzx.must be wondering why loowin have to shout that out whenever it comes =x.o0px.dun make it a habit! =xx wahHahaa.if only farah is reading this.she'll know wadd i mean.ehhh.feeling real badd this afternoon when i reached.denn i went to cedeley to get soupy!h0t mushroom soup.ehhh smells nice.taste not bad.and alot of bread given.hehx.the girl who serve me damn cute loes.weets.wanted to ask for her name when she came over to our shop todayy.wanted to give her choc.s ar well.angie[[slap muh face__]] is there.she damn daring todayy sehs.she wear err transparent abit of lace here and there top with black bra.err and coat but no have button up sehs.she abit round larr =x.was about to askk, "angie [[slap muh face__]] why you wear so formal todayy".but swallow that sentence when i saw the front view.arr...

mMmzx saw all those chinese new year and valentine's chocolates le.woots.very nice loes.really.hahx.made friends with quite abit of ppl there le.from mrs fields got those aunite and unkers.mMzmx jap food g0t 1 ger.orange julius g0t huda.new zealand g0t the ger.hehx.cedeley trying to make friends.lalalaaaa~.only soup ppl abit dao.keep to themselves only =xx. i dunno.

weijian came over todayy larr.he treated farah and me new zealand ice-creams =xx.awWww~ wj rawks.i g0t 2 scoups of rum 'n' raisin yet agn~!f0rever one larr =x.then he went off le.one hour later lidat he came bak.w0ots.scare me abit.he went to suntec to get dvds.cartoon ones.total up to 120++.dUhx.rich ass.then i ask him n0t to go so early larr.damn b0red alone in the shop de u know.he ate dinner with me and then left at 9+ loes.i close shop that time talking on phone with marmiee.hehx.den all the display drop.-.-zx.

ar.jess seems like she's sick todayy.went h0me early =/.my motivation no more.hahs.aniwaee she's no more my motivation i guess.thinks she dun really like us.mMmzx.i just like hearing her voice only.very nice to hear leis.and nth else le.yaa.

well, i'm totally like confuse now.one of myself is contradicting the other.but i'm really tired.so t0rn.i dunno wadd to do.i dunwann to believe.dunwann to trust.i wann to just go on with life.hehx.getting abit closer with farah.she's nice yeaa.and bitchiie =xx.

l0owinNn` rawks on

2005-01-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

ar.feeling damn farkup currently.everything's suddenly going wrong for me.my supervisor is trying to get all of us.to like switch to freelance _|_.damn larr.i know we on probation but oso cannot lidat mars.dUhx.so i'm going for another interview! yeaa.h0pe they haven found anybody yet though.prays.going tml early in the morning.c0x i oso going to help farah aniwaee.c0x i left the shop in a mess.dUhs.too many stocks came in todayy.didn't even have time to eat dinner.though i ate my bread i bought ytd and left in the shopp -.-''.well no soup for me todayy.hehhx.su ann came todayy.she wanted to buy 24 pc box but angue [[slap muh face__]] is there together with tina larr.so she left loes without her baileys? [[how to spell i forgot le__]].she eating at soup and i bo liao use handphne call her.hehhs.c0x angie [[slap muh face__]]wann tok to her.dUhx just msg angie [[slap muh face__]].she was like saying abit late ar.slap her face.she might be using this eskews to sack me larr.dUhx better for me to like find a waee out first loes.hais if not mabbe i rot to death at h0me.suddenly feel like just go 12 floor jump down larr.suddenly no purpose in life and feeling like damn depress now loes.i'm good for nothing.i'm basically just those cha-lai-shen-shou-fan-lai-zhang-kou type of ppl.kill me.i'm wasting oxygen, water, food and other natural resources.

loowinNnn` dies off.

2005-01-02T08:13:00.000-08:00

mMmzx.todayy actually g0t alot to sayy dEx.but after i eat and bathe.i lazy to type and think liaox.i only rMb some farking customer come in kpkb x=.ask this ask that all sayy X denn in the end settle for sth she wanted initially.ar tMd.i abit kp bak onlie h0rs.i very guai.[[attn: c|ark, dun sayy i ahlian agnx =D friendster testi all n0t true! =D ask hann!__]].hehhs.mMmzx guess jess is pissed with us for keep going in to buy food and asking them to deliver it over.mabbe.c0x farah say she dun look very happy.mmmm.guess i dun really fancy her anymore le bahhs.not so crazy larr.saw her bf agn todayy.he's sweet actually.send her to wrk sehs!0kaEx.sth i would take note of when i look for another partner =D.i dun mind getting someone so old and balding as long as he's really nice and romantic =D.like sth on my wishlist.get married to someone RICH & old and prays hard he die soon after marriage.hUrx.well guess he's nice to her and that's wadd a woman needs i guess.i think i'll give up on soup and go for new zealand ice cream le c0x i simply just love rum 'n' raisin related stuffs larr.ice cream and chocolate.hehhs.i saw choon heng todayy.was serving customer but didn't care and shouted across to him.ar who cares.my colleague sayy i crazee.dUhx.i being warm only 0kaEx.todayy so cold when to work with 2 zip ups.mMmzx.my shirt zip up de.and another jacket outside.oso zip dEx.my mama sayy wear jacket got hood hair wun get wet -.-''.more vain than me ar.mMmzx actually my shirt oso g0t hood wadd.but helps larr.i feeling cold all dayy long.brrrRrr.

ar.going to bathe.i drop my ezlink into the toilet.err.i took it out.left it in the toilet to dry.hehhs.hopefully tml cann use ar.hehhs.

well i guess i'm giving us another 3 months to settle it once and for all.if we cant do it and there's just sth that causing a problem between us.and existed and still is a problem after so long.no thanks.i rather lead my own happy life.not disrupted by this kind of things.dunwann to think about it anymore.guess once we go on our own ways.i do not have to thinkk about this anymore.and i g0t enough time to prepare f0r my poly life maybe?.h0pe that's the case.

i feeling down yet agn.dunwann to type anymore.bye.

loowinn.alone.strong.yet.tough

2005-01-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

ar!my parents came bak with durian puffs from the choice.not looking at it.hate it.0kaEx.i being unfair to the puffs.they are nice but i dunno.only one friend knows wad i'm feeling.hUrx.told hs only.not sure whether she rMbs.l0ls.doesn't matter lar.and mos burger's burgers!yay!love the chicken burger there.hUrx though it's small and abit [[ just a teeny weeny bit__]] pathetic.hehhx.-clock out for fish burger [[957__]].+ back! [[1015__]].hehhx.though i quite full.but it's nice 0kaEx!. =x.i realising i becoming glutton liaox.or am i one already?hehhx,nvm larr.food is the best comforter!=D.food cheers u up when you're sadd.food makes you even happier when you're happy =D.hehhx.mMmzx.todayy is the new colleague, yana de bdae.so we g0t her sth.very cute and X candles,haHHaa.waaa.bdae on 1st jan loes.new year baby.l0ls.actually this kind of festive stuffs dun really make a difference anymore when you start to work.everything goes haywire.
while was raining when i left home.and i stood in the rain looking for the shop's key.panicking when i couldn't fing it in my wallet.but i found it in my pocket later larrx.just nice i ran to the busstop the bus arrive.n0t late.hehhx.met xj at the platform.guess i look kinda shock larx.c0x i didn't expect her to like be at the platform at that time.we talk until she has to get down at amk for wrk.she wrking at cunzheng's father's uniform shop.mMmzx.hahHhaa.was the only pri.school classmate that i still talk and remains on good terms with.hehhx.
well the shop was in a mess when i entered this morning.well bec0x i created that mess last night.i was the one working night.o well.how's the countdown or wadd?.well i went eating with friend.mMmzx.ate lots den went home.just lidat.i realise rum and raisin mix well.rum and raisin ice cream rawks.well rum is alcohol if i not wrong larr.the smell quite strong.hehhs.mMmzx.tell ya wad! jess talk to me ytd!0kaEx.c0x she came to change money for her shop larr.thinkk that rarely happens.c0x they are like totally loaded with money.hello.look at the press coverage.look at the crowd in the shop.look at the amt of money in the tips container.dUhx.one dayy i'll go grab that container and RUN!.hUrx.she came another time larr.but no money to change to her le.so she left in search of another better place.i touch! her hand when passing her the money.realise my hand so cold -.-''.
yeaa.boss came todayy.we ain't wrong.he really did sent spies 0kaEx.not we anyhow sayy.the guy we jokingly say is his taichi friend really is his fren.they came into the shop together.anyway wad's up with old man carrying sling bags?is it cool?err.he came to wish us happy new year and take some chocolates for his dear friend larr.was serving a lady when he came in.so was like whew! i'm doing sth ok!.hehhx.well.not really i was reading my book the whole morning.rarely noticing ppl that came in.unless they sayy eskews me.then until yana come.i rush to toilet and bought food.finally.was really hungry loes.mMmzx.turkey bacon double cheeseburger meal.wahHhaaa!no soup todayy 0kaEx.so proud of myself.i'm not suffering from withdrawal sysptoms x=.hehhx.like i sayy too much soup badd for pocket =x.jess very cute dEx.she doze off while doing things on the com.yeaa.no pictures yet.c0x i haven get batteries for my cam.arr.money~~!!.is a necessity.hUrx.well guess i will spend all my first moth pay =x.mMmzx.firstly i'll get the 2 monkey soft toy and the big pig!.refer to my msn avartar for how the pig looks like.it's the bigger version of that.really like it.actually now my bed quite alot of toys le.machiam like last time.to thinkk i just pack them into boxes so i g0t more space to sleep.now i g0t jack jack, the bl0oooOoo kitty and piggy on my bed.3 more additions coming soon.yayy! so happy.
well, next sundayy i off from work.then the rest of the month i all off monday le.well.i tot of going back to church.mMmzx will be going next sundayy.not tml.see how things turn out.see whether it is really wadd i want and maybe cann depend on.shld be going to lighthouse evangelism [[woodlands__]] with fen jie, kor boon and zac.well, been there once for the drama only.last time go church of praise was like really ages ag0 larr.unless u count the cousellings this year larx.
well depression management? any course on that.sometimes i really h0pe there's someone i cann share my sadness with.sadly they cann nv be my parents or sister.i dunno why but i only cann tell them happy stuffs and some silly stuffs i did.is it i dun wann them to worry?maybe i still trying to get close to them agnx.and dunwann any sad things to c0x me to vent my anger on them.or is it bec0x there are some stuffs i cant really tok to them about c0x they maybe didn't even approve of it. or is it i brought laughters to ppl and ppl seldom thinkk i'll be sadd.yaa ppl come to talk to me only when they need entertainment.well am i such a clown?.entertaining when i am sadd.imaging being depress at 1 end yet u started to cheer ppl up.ha.loowin will just be rmbed c0x she's a clown and not really for anything else.i'm just so not significant.
sometimes i wondered if i'm just a substitue.really.
ar ha.suan le.new year resolution.
- dun think too much.
- try to forget anything that has happened.
- try to not ask for so much.[[he's just nice to her and n0t you so forget about getting him to be nice and romantic to you c0x it's just n0t possible__]] give up if u must.no point hanging on, yah? st0p being st0opId.n0t worth.
- dun slack le

s0metimes i thinkk lesbianism is better way out? bec0x they know wad you wann and need.they will try to provide you with the best.and wads the use about talking about sth so far away when the present problems are not settled.
anyway dun take me seriously.c0x pms due in a few dayys.and i'm prone to depression around this period.bear with me.

sTr0nG.aNd.ToUgH

2004-12-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

arrgh.type a whole page g0nex.zzz.anyway i was talking about me being really tired todayy.dunno for wad reason.anyway the operating manager came in ytd.she ask us to call her angie.however much i hated to call or even sayy it.i called her mdm the whole dayy den she tell me no need so formal call her that will do.ar.wadever.went over to scotts to get paper cups.0kaEx not to scotts.to orchard mrt and den scotts rd.c0x raining real heavy so heavy.so i called weijian down to pass me the paper cups larx.raffles is just so poor we could'nt afford paper cups.-lame-.mMmzx actually we have enough to last till tml when the delivery comes dEx.but because some lady called pauline ordered 11 48-pc box and 3 12-pc box.so no choice i have to go down.d0rtx.wj wore his apron down and carried a silly teddy umbrella that doesn't suit him.err.l0ls.didn't go up scotts to take chocs.only regret.heh.mMmzx.went bak and slack then pack those boxes.when i leave the lady haven come and collect loes.larki we put in chiller if not all melt loes.farah and i went to toilet and oso window shopping left yana alone in the shop.hUrx.den she called bec0x dunno how to use nets.l0ls!mMmzx so farah and loowin to the rescue x\.mMmzx.drank soup yet agnx.and iced tea.mMmzx really addicted le larx.no money left liaox.i got my pay slip for this month liaox.after cpf cut really pathetic loes.mMmzx. den combine with last month pay.tml i going create account and card!.yayy! marmiee rawks.lurbe U!.i totally no money after i top up my farecard le.i already know wadd i wann to get and stuffs.treating hann to sakae.c0x he treat me to seoul when he g0t his pay for the last job larx.den mabbe get him sth c0x he also bought quite alot of things for me liaox.i will not drink soup so often anymore.not healthy for my pocket -.-''.hUrx.mabbe once a week as a treat or wadd loes.mabbe abit more mabbe twice?.mMmzx.dunno larx.see how.will be giving my mum abit mroe this month c0x afterall she paid for quite abit of my travel expenses and food ones too.so compensate abit though i can't give her the full sum larx.i feel like getting a new bag when i just got the mini tote from animal square.

jen asked if i wann go join them for countdown potluck at sihui's house.mMmzx.i dun thinkk i will go.c0x i end at 10 tml.reach oso about 11.i dunno how to go sihui's house too lar.mMmzx.mabbe goin to the les pub.really feel like going.see how will ask zara agnz if she bringing me there.though i underage lar.hehhx.we did made planns before though.l0ls.
lemme bHb agnx.i lurbe my hair my extension.hehhs.still haven get batteries for my camera.so dead bored without playing with it.

ar jess wore her tinted glasses agn!hahhaa.sad to say i not so obsessed leRx.just occasional glances =x.hehhs.i not totally les.though i not agnst les oso.

yA quite looking forward to tml.a brand new start.and the dayy after next a brand new year ahead for everyone.i wish everyone out there all the best.enjoy the last dayy of 2004.may the good memories last forever.and try to forget badd ones.i'm trying to forget the stuffs u did with her.treat me better, yah?mMmzx.2004 quite a memorable year for me i guess.o lvls.family problems [[settled__]] trying my best to ctrl my fwacking temper.trying not to flare.but my dad pissed me off todayy asked him whr he is dunwann answer.keep saying in front of me.damMmn.anyway.i ctrling my temper.anger management or wad u call it.once agn danks to fen jie for the support and all larx.without you, mabbe i'll still be stuck in deep shyt.danks for anything anybody did for me.may all have a happy new year ahead.h0pe everything will be good for all.

kKaEx thats all i shall stay online till hs finish sending me songs.danks ya all`~!

bUux.

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2004-12-28T06:43:00.000-08:00

yeaa.kinda in a badd mood c0x i got news of zara resigning todayy.damn.was when i watching national treasure.so abrupt.zzz.wth.boss really too much.didn't appreciate zara for wad she did.zzz.shan't talk about it anymore c0x i not sure wad happened.off todayy yar.went to cutto my hairo.mMmzx.nv cut alot.just abit.my fringe i chop it agnx.and put an extension.purple.can't really see it unless you look real close.my ma was like why nv put brown or copper -.-''.tot u wun allow mars.haHHaa.national treasure is nice and quite farnie too.i wann to watch.the flight movie dunno its name =x.mMMzx and meet the fockers [[seems quite funny to me__]].hahHhaa.mMmzx and wad else.lotsa movie i wann to watch.hurr.feel like posting my big picture online!.hurrx.so proud of my hair.lurbe my fringe.hehhs.find it funn to cutto it real short.l0lx!.i'm crazy nahs.hurr.rainy dayy ehHhs.so cold.freaking weather.i dunno whether i should go early or not.hurr.shall see wadd time i wake up loes.wake le eat breakfast bathe le then go out i guess.stay at home oso quite siann liaox.mMmzx.then cann go see jess!.haHhaa!.mMmzx kidding.aniwaee new ppl coming tomolo.operating manager.and retailed assistant.think she minah one larr.aniwaee i feel like bullying them.so badd to zara loes.wadd ppl wann leave you just hire another to replace her.just how realistic cann the wrking world be.zzz.aniwaee rmb the gingerbread pic i post ytd.is not gingerbread i think some nice stuff.i quite boliao so i took it out and bite.so nice.hahHhaa.den i eat eat and eat.nearly gone liaox.oops.so crazy.heh.lalalaaa.i will take more pics and upload manx.am i getting vain.hahHhaa.woman.oopPx.

anyway i going offie le larrs.bUux.i lurbie my hairo.=x

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2004-12-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

hahHhaa!how long was it since i last updated.so tired this few dayys.christmas finally over.slack slack and slack.dunn feel like talking to ppl.c0x of lack of sleep alwaees vent my anger on mr.hann.hahHhaa.sth real farnie happened todayy.heh.will talk about it later i guess.i feel so lost dunno wadd to type suddenly.hurr.went to mama hse on 25th.christmas dinner yah.mMmzx.lotsa nice food.lurbe the shepherd's pie.turkey!.fruit tarts.potato salad.[[though those at cedeley is nicer =x__]].and sopme other nice nice food larr.mama is such a good cook.denn i received presents larr.

mMmzx.gingerbread dunno wadd.

mug from fen jie

paper punch.one teddy 1 cow.so cutee.

Mmzx mug i got from gift xhcange.now i got 2 mugs.

da meowmeowx mama gave me! lurbe it so much.danks for going everywhere to search for cat's stuffs for me.lurbe u mama!.

this one is from mr.hann.mMmzx smallest one.danks i really like it alot.hehx.

mMmzx.wanted to post another star bracelet pic dEx.but camera batt flat agnx.d0rts.flat so fast i just changed it a few dayys ago.took some picx with snata and elf.hHhaaa.er having some problems cannot post the picx at photobucket.sheesh.asking mr.hann to help me.so i thinkk i should tell the farnie thing now.todayy hann first dayy at soup spoon larr.i forgot to bring wallet so i borrowed money from my colleague first.then when he break he pass me the money so i cann return to my colleague larr.so he walked in.his colleagues then came out and look at who he pass money to.then they started to speculate i thinkk.all suddenly sit outside sehs.zara and i went to bank in money.large amt.7820$.saw some anderson4/4'04 ppl.hahHhaa.mMmzx when we came bak that group speculating about to go i thinkk.they came into the shop and told me.[["ehHh that guy call sheng an, not badd.quite built"__]].make me laugh like hell.mMmzx.somemore sayy wad lidat soup and choc.boxx cann merge --''.hur.yayy.tml off.going for haircut.hehhs.mMmzx.lmao. =x.aiks.the picx cannot post c0x hann's com lag.d0rts as usual.=x.mMmzx.nv next time bahhs or mabbe i cann sign up another photobucket account.but when i have time.i oso have some picx i took with k0rboon at 2am in orchard --''.2 crazy fella.hurr.even police patrolling look at us like one kind loes.we put our head beside the credit cards nia wadds.no chance apply onlie cann lidat loes.oops.heh.mMmzx.when downtown c0x zara left her keys in the shop.both shop and hse key.so loowin and k0rboon to the rescue!.zara called me at 12+.while i was near fen jie's house le.go there slp cox next dayy need wake early go with fenjie k0rboon and zac to church.mMmzx lighthouse evangelism at woodlands dEx.for a play named beggars d0t com.mMzmx quite nice but i really ired so i yawn and yawn and yawn.hurr.currentlyi'm so so so bored.ehHhh! jess dun dare look at me and zara.hurr.prolly thinkk we're crazy.heh.aniwaee just lidat for tonight i guess.abit tired oso le.
bUux!
ar just when i ended hann's com recovered le!lemme post the pics.

me and elf!

me and santa!

zara and santa!

farah and santa!

dRinks from soup and popcorn free from orange julius

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2004-12-19T08:36:00.000-08:00

todayy is freaking crazy day.hahhhaa.my heart pounded so fast, sweaty palms, cold hands and all.just because of the supervisor of soup spoon next door.she reallyy is shuai, cool and pretty.dunnoe how to say.bought breakfast, lunch and dinner from soup spoon c0x i wann to see her.so everytime i deliberately ask for discount though i dun really nid them larx.just to see her.really cann melt loes.heh.mMmzx.den after work i went for interview at soup spoon.she interviewed me!.ar madness loes.feel so happie.just satisfied to be abe to talk to her.though when she askk me why wann to switch jobs i saee dunno -.-''the shop is just next door to chocolatebox mind you.so wierd wierd dex.anyway she say will cfm in 2 - 3 wks time.but she comfirmed the st0opId cat in 2 dayys.d0rts.think she wun hire me lar.hahHha.anyway nvm larx c0x i got a full-time job at chocoboxx le.mMmzx.so i just stick to it.tolerate abit more.until poly starts then work part-time.supervisor comes tml.so i'll be going to the shop early tomolo.10-10 agnx.sheesh.anyway the supervisor call jess.she's 18 and has a 29 bf.zzz.jealous.she smokes.but she's cool so it's alright for her to smoke.ok i'm bias.she looks so mature.like 20+ lidat.ar.jess jess jess~.ha.talking to her is enough le.i dunnid to be hired one.c0x actually chocoboxx de pay better.see i made a sacrifice if i joined them larx.heh.dunno feel like so back to lower secondary.see guys will blush, heart pound and stuffs.ok i just grad from secondary.but so long no have that feeling le.ar yaa jess ask me wadd i wann be after i grad and all i actually saee lao shii -.-''.pop out of no where dEx.hurx.

hann.brought his plier down to city hall.ar -.-?.to help me take out my 3rd stud at the left ear.c0x infection.uh.pain ok.pus and all stick to the stud.he use force i scream.ok not that loud.den help me put in ear stick.dunwanNn the hole to close loes.very ex leis.$5 for this hole.hurr.i nv regret getting this hole done.heh.

todayy the shop filled with vulgarities agnx.i onlie said fark.=x.only.just when i tot i'm cleared of vulgarities c0x nv use for very long le.it just came bak so naturally.mabbe c0x my colleague use quite abit so i influenced.haHha.my boxx send his relatives to spy on us loes.damn.zzz.zara went home coxpms den she msg boss.boss called loes.ask who in shop.damn.so obvious.he said is friend say de.-.-zzz.so obvious is the relative loes.nvm.

anyway jess is so....aw~~

bUux.going slp le.got time i snap jess pic show u all ok.hehx.

2004-12-18T08:18:00.000-08:00

ehhhs is it only me now or wad.i cann choose my fav. font!.damMmn.nvm i oso dunno wads it called.as long as i cann still blog who cares.will attach some picture later below.mMmzx.i really superwoman todaee~! yay!.not really larx.i just work from 10 - 10 todayy.hahHhaa.time pass quite funn c0x today really busy bahhs.mMmzxaniwaee.i donated 30c.-.-'' not much but that's all i find in my pocket larx.to an old lady.she smiled at me.and my day had a beautiful start.wahHhaa.well todaee the shop is filled with vulgarities.c0x of blardie b0ss =x.mMmzx.he made as do many stuffs larx, make boxes, wrap hamper, serve customer, wear st0opId x'mas hat.dUhx.he kept saying he leaving but it was like 1hr++ later then he left.i ran to da toilet c0x pretty urgent.g0t 1 lady askk me.[["are u sure the toilets are all ocuppied?"__]].i'm n0t sure but u cann try knocking on all and get someone yelling bak.i'm trying to shit/pee cann u please shaddup.i knock you're urgent.i'm urgent too.please be patient and wait.who ask u here so late.pee in your pants c0x i dun really care.can't you be smarted and go to toilets at other levsls.-.-zzz.went with farah to eat bk.shared the x'mas feast.well.long Qs.long wait.hungry stomach.l0ls.mMmzx then we tabao our leftovers to the shop.i finished farah's fries =x.she sayy she dunwann le! not i pig 0kaEx. =x.mMmzx.aRx.took a long time eating i guess though we said we'll be back in 10 mins time, dun worry -.-.hurr.mMmzx.

well i realise ppl at raffles city like to say [[oh really? kewwwl~___]].whenever we explain sth to them nearly 9 out of 10 will exclaim lidat.esp to the [["this chocolates are hand-made locally and ingredients are from swiltz"___]].i dunno singaporeans.when they heard that the choc.s are made locally they dunwann buy they wann imports.d0rts.wads up with this mentality loes.whereas f0reigners went[["O kewwl~ think i'll get those c0x i probably cann get these -imported goods- back at home"___]].they're just choc.s ok.eat them come out oso the same.i will always remember this guy.he ask how does the gingerbread taste like.ginger?.cann it be eaten.-dUhx and roll eyes- of c0x i replied politely.damn hypocritical loes.1 fussy lady called kimmy came and order some gift boxes.and everything oso choosy.daMmn talk to her wann vomit blood.now in the shop we refer fussy customers to kimmy.eg, a kimmy just came in larx, wahlao eh damMmn kimmy leis.haHhhaa secret code =x.hahHhaa.some customers really %$%#^*~~!! loes.zzz.thinkk g0t money everything oso cann.attitude wo.zzz.if i no need the money i'd have shout bak -faRkU- points middle finger.hurx.i still need it.i wann to support myself during the holidaees.dunwann burden my parents.haHhhaa.mMmzx.tried to tally the sales thing.i dun take accountings helloo.lucky the supervisor coming on monday all this he do.heh.looks like a nice guy from first appearance and all budden not sure see how first.hahHhaa.quite freaky oso larx.nvm shan't comment much till i really get to know him at work.yehh.todayy i really energetic after dinner.lame ard quite abit and su ann cant really stand the lameness hurx.some guy more power than me.ask me price i reply.thirty eighty.$30.80.he sae wa not bad can choose either 30$ or 80$ arx.damn.-roll eyes-

mMmzx.dunno wassup with me todayy.i left the shop with my apron on.i went in took out and accidentally left my phone in the shop.i was at novena then i realise my hone not with me.so hann and i went bak to the shop lars.my phone on the counter.-.-zzz.we left the shop in the station le realise nv take my water bottle when i go in take ohone.st0opId me.zzz.sho absent-minded.really pissed with myself for being so absent-minded loes.zzz.hann has to go home first c0s doubt he'll be able to catch the last bus home.l0ls.mMmzx.yeaa guess that's all for todayy shall post up my pikture le.

ya -.- i using this toothbrush le.hurx.this morning my mum took from the storeroom for me dEx.l0lx.pink and purple.advertising for darlie =x.

well bought this for 5.90 g0t another 1 too.another startstar one.haHhaa.and 2 rubber ones.my sister say this is too big for me -.-x.

this bouquet of flower for quite a few dayys le.wither abit.yayys guess from who dEx.ain't able to bring it home last few dayys c0x i staying at grandma hse.so today he pass to me.put it in my back and brought it home silently.well i crush it abit on the bus.cox i lean againt the glass =x.

kae larx.cam bo batt liaox.next time take mor pics =D.buBbye~

2004-12-17T09:27:00.000-08:00

well though i'm tired after wrking from 10- 930 todae.i'm still gonna blog at a freaking hour [[131am__]].and i know i have to wrk moring tml.hurr.miss typing on my keyboard.loves my keyboard.[[+ mOoacKs my keyboardie +__]].mMmzx.tml supposedly off day but boss called and ask me to cancel 2 off to slog for him.damMn a bossy woman coming to train at our shop tml.and we're supposed to train her knowing she is bossy.zzz.ehHh i more senior! though she like 30+ looking for supervisor post but got retail asis. instead.same post.heh.mMmzx got 1 sexy lady poted to scotts.her figure yichiban! =x qian tu hou qiao =x.mMmzx boss's mistress.1 at factory, 1 at home, 1 at outlet.hurr.mMmzx.we always says that larrx.l0ls.mMmmzx.heh cleared some doubts with somebody.budden it just seems like she's still a threat.mabbe i shouldn't think too much.but however much i try.she still exist as a threat.hurr.my mum bought me stuffs from m'sia i will take pic and post them tml.she nagging liaox.bUux all!

2004-12-15T17:00:00.000-08:00

well i left my wrk place faRking early at 9 ytd to find out i haven report sales so i reopen the shop and report.left at 915 or so.freaking my boss called me at 945 ask me why i not in the shop and why i in mrt.zzz.0kaEx kena caught.d0rts.nv before l0es.sth like wu lou pian feng lian ye yu or sth lidat larx.direct translate is house g0t hole whole night rain.arharr.now u understand l0es.cant believe i suay until lidat loes.took my pay ytd.a miserable 130+ d0llars for 4 daes i think.damMnn pathetic loes.zz.i dun feel like working lerx.compared to stardying, studying would of c0x be a better choice.hmMmm.thinkk when poly starts i'm going all the wayy to study bahHhx.dunwanNn to wrk so early.gUess i'll be taking the chinese course at ngee ann le.mMmzx.go into sth i like is better.my parents encouraged me oso.feel rather happy on this.they even say mabbe after i grad cann even send me to china for further studies on chinese.mMmzx. though my chinese not very good but still okaex lar.den be chinese teacher or wadd loes.cann earn a living cann liao.aniwae it's combined with abit of mass comm in chinese larr.wad i wanted to do initially but c0x english reli badd so didnt really dare to thinkk much about it.hehx.my parents did called last few day but i'm always in the toilet bathing -.-'' so nv answer l0es.kindaa wasted.feel like hearing their voices.i'm not going to tell them I MISS THEM.though i feel so.you see, we humans always can't get over face problems [[direct translation__mian zi wen ti__]].yeaa.well, after all those quarrellings and all i guess i really have to thank some pple that help me get over problems between me and my parents.learning wads wrong and right.i slowly learning not to lie to my parents.yeaa.have to thank pastor peggie for her cousellings.yayy.mabbe i'll get somebody to pass her chocolates.that's the best i cann do.dunno wad else to get her though i dun really know whether she eats chocolates.0kaex my blardie sister is like complaining that my mum give her 20$ and me 80$._|_.dUhx.i need bus fare.i haven cash in my cheque.st0opid girl with no brain.i need to eat.dUhx.i not some kindaa shen xian dunnid to eat 1 hoRx.and she is g0ing for a blardie movie.national treasure.alright i wann to watch it too =x.but i'm wrking and she's enjoying so my money is well spent and hers n0t.she really st0opid makes me wanNna slap her.zzz.i'm not really gonna slap larx.still my sister after all thos bitch slap.bitch fight.catfight and bitch quarrels.we're still sisters.she's cute at sometimes.sometimes, a dumb blonde =x.miss sitting together with my mum and sister to lame.we're all trying really hard to bond together all over again.there's lesser quarrels between me and my mum.n0t talking to my dad so much reduce abit of quarrels.huRrx.i'm still talking o him and he's great he always asks if i have enuff money.if n0t,he'll give me some sometimes only.and ask me not to overspend.yeaa.wrking is real hard.especially when you dun have a good boss.when your boss is a miser and wanns to cut your pay when you didnt wear your st0opId x'mas cap.wear your blardie apron.and smile and greet blardie customers.and dun call him to report for work and sms the slaes at night.dUhx he's wasting my sms loes and i'm exceeding.big faRk.and when there's blardie fingerpints on the display he oso wann cut pay.no wonder his wrkers can't work for long.those more senior wanns 2-3 months i guess.dUhx.who cann stand such a blardie lao ah pek.zzz.he tells the customers one thing and us another.making us sound like a really bad guy trying to tiao po li jian.zzz.blardie! =x.0kaEx this entry is more vulgar than the others.but he's really -fArKuP-.nvm nv scold out hokkien vulgarities cann liaox.abit more high-class ye know.0kaEx i lame.bUt really loes.so wadd if ye are rich, doesn't entitle you to use this kind of language loes.nvm.aniwaee i'm not mad blursky _|_.if i have the money, i have the rights to decide wadd i wann to buy with.i dunnid your blardie comments.damNn behind me scold me in front of me act so nice.zzz.hypocrite.i dun care whether you like her or wadd.[[_you blardie have no eyes_]].0kaEx before i get anymore vulgar i'll log off n0w.c0x this entry is really blardie lerx.dunwann to paint it all red bec0x of some blardie ppl.bUux.

2004-12-14T04:44:00.000-08:00

well, am at my grandma's house using my cousin's com.well her keyboard feel weird to me larx.but dun too fussy is okae.wanted to type the hokkien version budden i dunno how to spell larx -.-''.mMmzx.well todae's is somebody's bDaEx.tot might as well put it as a test and realise that his friends are actually more important larx.wad's the point of flowers? gifts? not from the bottom of your heart might as well just throw them away rite.daMmnn.i really too bored todae.after work i took the train home.back to yishun i alighted and took to dhoby agnx.haHhaha just to waste time.dunwann to be home so early.i told you but might as well dun waste my breath only.c0x it dun mean much to you.your friends, steamboat and her means much more compared to me bahHhs.anyway, i bought another star bracelet.-.-x i bot 1 star bracelet, cr0ss earrings, and 2 rubber hand bands.woah totally i spent so much le.how to tell my mum -.-''.i spent her money on food and stuffs? d0rts.i wonder how my parents are over there.i h0pe they get me some cute kitty stuffs larr.l0l.i realise that i cann practically survive without you.i just need my friends, mp3 and handphone.i realise i cann survive not talking to anybody f0r a long period of time.afterall loowin is a strong and tough girl.she might not have been through the toughest, but! i believe she's strong! -.-x hehz.i -bhb-.

.stRoNng.t0ughie.

1 day of quarrelling, 1 day of peace so predictable.

well, i'm suppose to get my damMnn pay today, but the damn accounts de new person.she damn new loes 3-4 wks niah.dunno wadd the heck she doing, dunno why the company employed her.-.-zzz.she nv send the pay she send the float to the wrong place.she miscalculate ppl's pay.daMmn she miscalculate the comission!.-.-''.she 39 budden she sounded young and cute larr.however she keep going urmMm, ahh, harr?.d0rts.pissed me off.wanNna kik ur butt.

ar i had the saddest bDaEx this yr bahHhs.i dunno why.ha.0kaEx maybe i'll continue tml morning when my cousin's out to wrk and my sister probably lemme play.i'm working night tml.yawns.hate working nights.go home so late -.-'' then tired cann bearly use the com and can't watch tv.

fine my sister is $#$#@$! liaos.byeebyee!

2004-12-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

i'm g0nNnaaa apologise to my sista here larx.accuse her of taking my "start star" earrings -.-''.SORRY!.

0kaex.mmMmzx.i hate it when those kids go over to the chiller and wipe their oily, dirty hands here and there on the blardie glass.dammmNnn.parents pls teach your kids 0k.mMmx.oOopps being bias here.eddy touch abit but i dun mind c0x he's cute =x.0k he touched abit only h0rx.ABIT!.=x.

yawns i so tired todae.dunno why.lalalalaaa~

went ps with hann after work.had late lunch.bought bread from breadtalk.bought raisin bread for sista.hurr.saw ron.hurr with the netball girls! woOts.0kaex dun think he saw or remember me.l0ls.mMmzx.i dun have much to type now lerx.

dunno wad g0t into me.just suddenly pissed off.guess my possessive-ness is acting up agnx.-take a deep breath- we've g0t our own friends.we need our own space.g0 bahHhs.maybe is my point-of-view that they are not very good ppl.i'm selfish.i think i'm the only good person alive in the whole world bahHhs.well, you've g0t your own choice and i'm nobody to stop you.you settle things your way but h0pefully you cann dun drag me into it with you.i've lied quite abit lerx.i seriously hope you dun add on to my sins.

0kaEx.now my parents are quarrelling.zZz.wann g0 overseas oso cannot go peacefully dEx l0es.daMmnn.i'll be going to my grandma's house from tml till fridae.that's when my parents come back larx.dun really like it there.guess c0x is not my house, doesn't have my smell.my sista will be staying there with me too lar.i'll g0 off now c0x i have nth more to crap.n0t in the m0od to crap oso.bUa-byex.

l0owInNnn.

2004-12-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

heh.i had such a wonderful dae todae.fell in love.got kissed =x.my first kiss g0nex ><.i shall post his picture later.he play hide-n-seek with me.his smile melt my heart.aWww~.loowin is indeed in love.aniwaeee his name is eddy.edward.eddy mOoacks wo! *melts and melts and melts again*.you see a puddle of water there.me.dun stepp!oei oei! =x.tahan my lameness tonite =x.lalalalaaa~ + on cloud nine +

supposed to start work at 3 dEx.bUt i wEnt in at 2 loes.earn more mOney to support my spendings. hahHha.liao.g0t minahs g0 for the walk-in interview todaex.i dUn even noe g0t interview until they cfmed the list.damMn.they saee g0t put notice in the papers.i dun have ing-guish newspaper larr.today counted?minahs more minahs and mud.budden the b0ss scream at them.i heard.c0x they lean on the chiller.w0ots.then sae another chinese guy atTitUdEx.hOohHhoox.mMmzx.heard all this from farah, my colleague, nice girl she is.haHhaa.mMmzx c0x i went to scotts to take a sealer.to seal plastic bags.heh.

i went and slck slack at scotts then go bak wrk.nv see anymore ppl for interview le.until the b0ss going a lady came.think he interview her somewhr.i think she's a nice person by appearance larx.

then lame wj came by dunno for w0ot.he lame there for quite long until faizah call him bak to scotts.sth wrong with the cash register i thinkk.haHhaa.he like superman lidat fly here fly there.ar.grats u patchy with ur gf =D~~~.heh.jiayou bahHhs!.

close shop super early todaex.at 9 plus abit we do settlement liao.9.30 shop close le =x.lalalalaa~ hurx.hann came to take wo hui jia.gimme my jackjack holder.he sayswill laugh when there's radiation.thinkk i will not on it.kip it lidat soundless better.if not later i slpp i freak out by the laughters.hahHaha.shall post the picture later too.and he g0t me a pair of slippers c0x i lost my blardie roxy ones.damMmn.he g0t me a pair from OP lar.0kaEx.thanks.now i have 2 from OP!.heh.dankies!.another item strike off wishlist.heh.when reach yishunn. we realise near GV there g0t ko tai! tamil ko tai =x.w0ots.b0t some finger food.takopachi.the aunite gave me 4! must be i too cute lerx.hurx.is bec0x she wann close shop le so gimme 1 more larx.l0ls.-bHb- then walk walk h0me.a cat saw our f00d then kip following us -.-'' alamak.

reach h0me and blogggiiie~.suddenly feel like eating gRaPes.shall end here and g0 wash grapes and eat. bUux

this is eddy! + in lurve+

wj in santa cap

my santa cappy

my waterbottle! love it l0es. c0x it's gReEeenNn! w0ots.

my fone nOhs.currently k500i but i wann to change le leis.dUn like using some fone as ppl esp her bahHhs

my jackjack!

dEaRie rawks =x

blur & han 270304

2004-12-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

well! i'm bak todaee` with lots of complaints.hahHhaa! but firstly i must saee my achievements.i sold a 50$ hamper early in the morning.i tot no one will buy chocolates so early so i shake leg read newspaper.then someone said,"hello?" she bought a 50$ hamper.was some software company dEx salespersonn then x'mas nid to give clients some present.she complaint about how muchh she hates thm yet have to buy sth for them so they will return.hahHhaax! farnie loes.should see her saying it.=cut in= damn i stand on my charger wire and my phone flew to the ground.2nd time.lucky not right on the screen.if not i cry arx.=cut out=

then 1 ang moh came and buy gingerbreads.woots the gingerbread selling like hot cakes.but it tried it loes.it doesn't taste nice.0kaEx nobody came back to buy more larrs.talking about gingerbreads.a boy came in and told the mum.he wanns gingerbreads.so the mum wannted to buy.and the boy who chose the snowman version says i wann hands and legs on the snowmann.-.-zzz.so they left without buying.d0rts.

then 2 shuai ges came in! *dr0oLs* flood the shop.awww.buy chocolates for gerfriends >.<>

ar then g0t 1 lady.damn scary.she machiam march in lidatx then stare at everything with her eyes bigbig like popping out le.i like ppl with nice big eyes but hers really scary loes.

then 1 ang moh and this ger [[asian__]] came in.heard from my colleagur the guy alwaees bring the girl in to buy chocs.he alwaees let her choose.though is for own consumption they still buy box dex.the price realii different by alot.normally wann fr own consumption wun get box dEx unless u filthy rich larr.i bwg.so obvious is mistress loes.even my colleague lidat saee.she those kind of nice nice ger.if she lidat saee means cfm liaox ar! =x

then this couple damn fussy everything oso wann sample.damn.zzz.i left before they even bought anything.hann came pick me home.we head towards BK first c0x i rather hungry.then went home nohs.so tired i slept on the train.yawns.reach home watch ling lou [[aka zero__]].nice show larr.den bathe.makan and watch crimson sabre or wadever u call that.bi xue jian?.mMmzx.den came online and saw this blogggieee skin quite nice.so i created another acc.i will link it from this site but i will still continue to update this blog larr.check out my blog for more updates =D.

hehs.i finish nagging le.so bUux!

blur & han 270304

2004-12-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

0kaE. it's me agnx.with lots to type todaee.
mMmzx firstly.i'd appreciate it if my sister who reads my blog stop ba-tohing to my mum.kinda annoying you know.when everything you do is reported to your mum.zzz."mum! sista took chocolates without paying!".fark.

aniwaee.is my last day at scotts so i gave out chocolates to whoever came in and ask for it larx.-nice personn- discount too.when i'm not even sure if the person is wrking at scotts.O well, i dun care now.during my last daee.so many things happened.wj and i were bored to death so we used a soccer tin [[a tin that is round and drawn like a soccer ball_]] and play football with it.hOooHHhoos! guess how much is the tin.it cost 9.90.woOots.[[heartpain =x_]].=cut in= my mum ask me when i start wrking oct or nov.sheesh.asking the obvious...=cut out= 0kaex then wj started playing with the chiller's lights.babBoOomMm! goes the chiller.trip the whole electric circuit in the shoppe.d0rts.*panicks!* wad to do! call raffles city!call mr cheong!.erRr? call maintenance.so wj went down and get the technician larx.the tech guy restored everything.the lights and telephone and cash register.but not the chiller!then the pralines how! -.-..wj plug in and on the chiller agnx.baBbOomMm! trip the thing agnx.the tech guy restored all agnx.he rawks but he could do nth about the chiller cause he sae it is not his f0rt [[to repair things i guess_]].mMmzx so i called mr cheong and blardy he gave me the no. to the guy who renovates the shop.i went,"hello,i'm calling from chocolatebox.our chiller spoil ar.cann you send a man down to check?" he went,"harr?''.so i repeated and he said."i do renovations i dun repair chiller, you find wrong person liaox cann call the chiller dEx mars?" damMmn.mr cheong damn blur.0kaEx.we found in the private documents file.a name baowen(chiller).aRx!so we assume he has sth to do with the chiller larx.i called that no."hello, i'm calling from chocolatebox,our chiller spoil arx cann you send a man down?"."arx? i dun do chiller leis.you call wrong liaox..." arx.-.-''.wj called mr cheong agnx.he sae he going to call the kelvin seh and asked wj to try the chiller agnx.BabBoOomMmm! went the chiller agnx.kelvin seh,that guy who do the renovations mr cheong insisted that is the chiller guy.and he's gonna talk to him personally.and ask him send ppl down to chk.well, we close shop at 840pm.nobody came to repair or chk.that's a meili? or dunno who called and ask about the chiller onlie.0kaEx someone cares about the poor chiller.goodluck! to pralines in the chiller which is not switch on.i wun be surprise if wj return tml morning and find out that the pralines have melted and stuck together.wj left at 750 lidat to go raffles help me to take the key to raffles.i wrking there tml morning..time pass reli fast todaEx.i turn and look at the time and realise that it's oreadi 8!.arx i haven do stock cards and all.while doing it, i was talking on the phone with hann.doing the settlements and all.reporting daily sales to a voice recorder.report sala.-.-'' close the shop when wj returned.at 840.okaex the shop is actually supposedly close at 9 larx.=eat snake=

went home and then nua on the chair.watch the bi xue jian or wadd.go bathe den come online and blogsurf since i cant play online mpgs.lalalala~.i saw juliana when i returning home.she went play ball.in 4one class tee!patriotic ehHhs.haha.i took a pikture of wj and i in x'mas hat.mMmzx.dunnoe wad u call that well.i will post it when i have time.maybe tml or fridaEx.0kaEx.tml is fridaee.c0x i'll be wrking afternoon on sat.arx i took the apron home and wj have to go raffles to take apron from there.c0x mine is personalise!.[[wj alter_]].

hehs! that's all for todae larx.bUubye.i going blogsurf then sleep le.bUux!

blur & han 270304

2004-12-08T07:27:00.000-08:00

now that i know u've move on in life,
i thinkk there's no use for me dwelling on this long forgotten feeling anymore.
i should move on too...

haHhaax!
okaex.i woke up really late todaee.actually i woke up at 9+.but...heh =x.i thought i cann just rest abit before i get up, you see.unfortunately, i really open my eyes was when i felt my phone vibrate.ar hann.he woke me up.is already 11.10am. Oh man! =x i'm suppose to meet him at orchard at 12.Ooosh.mMmzx so i called him and told him i just woke up larr.i took my own sweet time to prepare.cann read newspaper somemore w0rs =x.i left my home about 12 =x.we went to far east larr.we just walk rounds and when upstairs to find the supposedly existed shop selling PS2.okaex i dunno where it is and we can't find it.he kept going i know is somewhr near whr i bought your earpiece.it's somewhr near taka.O well.we went PPP to see my ripcurl bag.oOoosh~ g0nEx le.bot by someone i supposed.0kaE.can't be stolen right.

then we went to lucky plaza loes.c0x that guy wanns to check out price of PS2.mMmzx went in 1 shop [[supposedly cheaper dEx and ask_''he sae cheapper dEx"*shrugs*]].well modified i heard 1 controller and no memory card for 380.i g0t hear wrong n0t.might as well go pe0ple's park and buy.[[free m0d, 2 contr0ller and a memory card for 360.]][[xbox for 320]].when we left lucky plaza, sky very daRk le.while waiting to cr0ss` the road we discuss where to go larx.cine or heeren.mMmzx just to waste time.+dr0plets felt+ faster decide aRx.according to precise calculations, i thinkk we cant reach cine without being drench, so we went heeren.that stoopid guy pissed me off midway.talking bout the guy in front of us protecting his cigarettes.dUhx`.dun talk to me about cigar.esp U.TABOOx! =x shant go on about this anymore.hurrx.

rather pissed so throughout walking in heeren we didnt talk.nvm.he still attitUdEx dunwann care about me.fine!i walk out of heeren and headed for somerset mrt station.take mrt go home.2.37pm.instead of 4.he followed me until under my block.i went up and use com before going to my mama hse.use this time to cool myself down abit.n0t angry leRx.[[abit too easy bahhhs_]].cannot angry with my friends for too long dEx larr.huRr.

we went to sembawang.accompany him eat kfc then went to mama hse loes.thinking he'll be leaving soon larr.c0x his mum ask him get home s0on.headed to mama hse.told fen jie about some stuffs at h0me.cried abit larr.always happens when i start talking ab0ut things at home.den join mama they all f0r dinner.bai zhan ji or wad u call it.veges.chicken soup.dun dare to eat the chicken.so i just ate rice and more rice and veges.haHhaa!mama gave me a kitty photo frame! love it manx.added it to my cat cat collection.mMmzx later got time i'll take a pic of it and post it larx.then i nua at her hse until about 9.[[stoopid hann msg me at 8+ telling me he haven leave yet.c0x not needed at home le._]] so he went shopping at sun plaza.b0t himself an orange shirt.0kaEx.orange, one of my fav. colours.rush down to meet him.he handed me soft toys.2 bearbears holding a heart-shape cushion -"i love u"- in a heart shape b0x.dankew! mOoackx x_x.0kaEx.wads so bad about admitting we're together.together then together larr. =x.aniwaee.stoopid pig.so big how to take h0me arx.well, my mum did ask wad it is and who it's fr0m.well, when i d0dge the qtns,she knows.my marmieEe afterall mars.

we took train from sembawang to yishun den wait for 855 with hann.then head h0me loes.bathe and all den tadah! here i am =x.mMmzx.denn that stoopid guy msg me online, ask me to see phone -.-'' he send me a picture of jack jack holder! yay! finally.after my mum and sista nv help me get the jackjack pillow and cushion.i g0t the jackjack holder.yay.better than nthx mars.__jackjack is so kawaii! xp.

0kaEx.nth more to type about le.heh.later will post the picture of the cat frame and bearbears! =x
bubbyex!

sthx are better left unsaid.wun hurt our friendship =D.i treasure you as a friend!

bearbears!

bearbears! 2

kitty frame from mama! =D

blur & hann 270304

2004-12-07T06:44:00.000-08:00

backies!
my boss came todaee brought some x'mas stuffs and a x'mas cap/[[those santa-ish kind_]]
hahhaha!
mMmzx force us to wear it.
after awhile wj and me found it quite funn.
so we went crazeee and took pictures.
forgott to bring my digicam todaee.
left it on the table cox i uploading piktures last night.
gonna bring it on thurs.
last daee at scotts le.
got transfer bak to raffles city.
siannns!
scotts more funn.
a place suitable for slackers like me.
[[heh_]]
mMmzx.
tml i going my mama hse!
for dinner.[[yay_]]
loves her cooking man.
when my [[fenjie]] send me a sms saying mama bought a cat.
i was like jumping.
but sala larr.
bought a fake display cat fer me.
still very happy.
tml i take pikture of the cat then post for all to see.
heh!
lalalalaaa~
i'M so happie.shalalalla -.-[[going madd_]]

=confessions!=
ar i admit i very badd
i did sth so badd todaee.
i took 12 pcs and 24 pcs box from the shop =x
oOoops.

ar just rmb wad to type!
damn!
lost my roxy slippers.
the one i bought for 20$ [[i thinkk_]]
eeee!
curese that person who took it [[%#$^$&$$#!!_]]
sheesh.
okaeex! feel muchhie better now.
aniwaee! hann rawks! wahHhaha =x
he got me the earpiece i wanted fer a long long long time.
but overall he still badd! badd! =x

yay! offie tml! heh!.
will be going out with hann in the early afternoon or sth there larr.
then head home take roast duck go my mama hse.
whieeeeeeex!
g0t nthx` to sae le.
so i shall just shOoox!
bUubuu! bubbye!

piktures with friends!

2004-12-06T08:08:00.000-08:00

well some oher pics.
by xj's cam.
haHhaa!
some ppl from my class.

chinhwee and song guang

chin hwee and yipon

loowiNnn and xiujing[[4/2]]
mMmzx my fringe! toot toot dex.
compatible with the specs =x
going to cut it again.[[last cut 8th oct__1 dae before grad!]]

well put it here for the sake of putting it there =x
no comments!

4/1 gers! woOots!

going to see alot of me from now.
dun like cann press the [[X]] at the corner!

sg and me

me and hx
time flies known each other for 4 yrs since sec1 in np ehHhs
pon trainings together and all larr

hs and wo.
wEeets! high cutting dress =x

4/1 guys from 2/4'o2
cheewei is taking a gun out! take cover!

4/1 guys from 2/4'02

CCCA!

2/4'02 guys act coolx with shades!

me and my dearest dearest YIYUN!
my bestfriends.
watch all nice movies together.
rMb E.T and master and commander.
she has to ask me to stop crying cause not enough tissues -.-

next time then upload more from my own camera XD.
enough for today bahHhs =D
mOoackies!
and goodnight all!

time for piktures!

2004-12-06T07:37:00.000-08:00

haHhaa!hueysun sending me some gradball picx that chinhwee took.
mMmzx she sae will luff till [[pengx_]]
while waiting i upload some pics first.
let's see wad i have...

some chocolates from the shop .

some other chocolates.heh.

this is WEIJIAN!
wOox
this guy rawks i tell you.
cause my apron too long.[[or i too short oso cann]]
he brought needle and thread to alter it for me!
he stayed later today to saw me where to throw rubbish.
we stay in the shoppe and lame together.
haHhaa!
time pass faster with him monkeying in the shop.
a guy who cann cook and sew!
wooots!
he's taken =D

too bored at scotts so i brought a book to read =D.

my sister!
is the pikture too big? [[nv resize this wann]]
the one who is very willing to take stupid piktures for me =x

yeap!panda!

ahHhhHhx!

2004-12-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

heh woke up early in morn' to use com.
realise my sista using.
daMmn dunno which idiot dunno how to listen to instructions.
woke up to find out whOoohHhoox! the com infected with SPYWARE.
urgh.
feel so -fArKUp- now.
life is bOring up till now.
hasn't really been able to enjoy my holidays.
just got my internet connection bwack.
mMmzx a few days ago.
how's everyone?.
feel like i lost touch with everyone...
...and with the world! -________-'l
heh.
- self-pity -
i'm going for another hair extension!
so pissed with the copper wire one.
-_________________________-'l
okaEeEex! i found uploading piktures so funn.
heh.life is abit more funn with a digicam.
i dun upload my big face onlie.
i not zi lian like some half-naked guy in friendster who says [["bu yao xiang Y Y orhs"]]
damMmn.
i dun even dare to think.
i uploaded some gradball piccy.
gradball is like ages ago -_______-''
9th oct eHhx?
shld show some of it.ehHhx
I wan to boro! adobe6!
wOoots.
will upload some chocolates pickture and my colleague!
a nice person really.
help me alter my apron.
force to eat chocolates.
talk cok with me.
yay.
and around us are some auntie shops.
we made friends with thoseaunties.
we see high-class aunties there.
ehHhh how else.
maybe will type another entry when i get home tonight bahhHhs.
too much to say.
too little time to type XD

I miss everyone!
I miss hueysun
I miss hx.
i miss jenrine.
i miss byy
i miss cyy
i miss yiyun!.
i miss my com.
i miss anderson? ehhhx abit.
i miss ttp.
XD

-bUux gone
-I'll be back =x

i realise i shld stop hanging out with some pplx to my own benefit!.
I'm loowin and i shld be.
I'm not some ahlianx but a guaikia.
I dun smoke.I dun drink.aniwaee not coolx.
yeah.

aniwaee to somebody who tot i'm crazy like ages ago.
i bear grudges.
bOox.
damn U.
names not mention.
identity kept in secret.
aniwaee u are so fake.
u dun speak wadd u really wann.
hypocrite.
4k for a damn glove so wad.
__-_-__
shall say wad i feel from now on.
notice there's no [["knnbccb","cb","pcb"]] and wad so ever in my blog.
that's called civilise.
Mmzx u're not baHhzx i suppose.
so wad if your english is good.
lurves gawd ar?
waa he sure lurves vulgarities then.
fArKU!